Chapter 1

                                    

                                          
pulling up to the large building a shiver ran down my spine
                          
"mom please i'll try and stop i just wanna go home" i begged my mom for the 100th time that day
                          
"ashton for the hundredth time no. you need help. you're not stopping on your own. i love you and you need help" she said squeezing my hand "i love you ash. i'll see you soon" 
                          
"love you too mum" i said grabbing my bag and walking through the giant doors 
                          
mental illness rehabilitation center
                          
i rolled my eyes and walked to the front desk
                          
"name?" the receptionist mumbled nasally
                          
"ashton irwin"
                          
"you're in room 267. it's on the second floor. you have 3 roommates. they're not here yet but you can head up. nurse Natalie will show you the way" 
                          
i followed the nurse with long blonde flowing hair up to my room. "make yourself at home alex" 
                          
"it's ashton" 
                          
"sorry" she said opening the door and closing it behind me
                          
i sighed plopping myself into a bottom bunk bed in the corner before taking in my surroundings. on the other side of the room there was another bunk bed. our room had a window and a desk between the two bunk beds. 
                          
the door swung open quickly revealing a blond boy walking in. He was something alright, the black lip piercing made him 10x more attractive. 
                          
"hey i'm ashton" i said and he jumped wiping his eyes
                          
"m luke" 
                          
"you alright?" 
                          
he shrugged "i can take any bed?"
                          
"yeah" 
                          
he nodded and climbed to the bed on top of mine. 1 down 2 to go
                          
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"michael eat it please" my aunt said as i stared at the burger and fries sitting in front of me
                          
"i can't" 
                          
she sighed before parking the car in front of a large grey building with a shit ton of windows
                          
"i'll see you soon michael" 
                          
i nodded and smiled at her knowing this would be the best for me. 
                          
"i'm michael clifford"
                          
"you're in room 267, you have 3 other roommates. one of them is walking up there right now" 
                          
i nodded and ran up to the boy she said was my roommate 
                          
"hey i'm michael. the receptionist said you're on of my roommates?" 
                          
"oh yea. i'm calum. i guess lets go see the other 2"
                          
walking into the room there was 2 other boys on one side and an empty bunk bed.