29. I want her in my bed

                                    

                                          
Alex pov
                          
Closing the door of my dorm i jump on the living room couch. A really tiring day and this place really soothes my mind. Calm my nerves. Relax my muscles. A much better place than that four storey mansion which is my so called home. I own this college basically so nobody dare question where do i stay, how do i stay and with whom do i stay
                          
Which reminds me from now on im sharing this place with that oh so smart yet innocent headache. Memories come rushing to my mind how damn the day ended. I have to admit that every next day some or the other girl definitely jump on me but i know how to push them away. But the moment her soft lips landed on mine i lost control. Shit i lost control thats definitely a first and exciting too
                          
And damn she was looking damn gorgeous today in that gown but her legs are really long and sexy. I remember that day in the car when i was so close to her.  Her sassy nature is a big turn on which angers me but also excites me. Whenever she jerks my hand, talkback me, and the way her eyes blaze with anger it's tempting.
                          
I don't know why but this girl is getting in my head a bit deeper far from my likeness. I don't know if she's doing all this on purpose or somewhere deep she is really innocent. But those pics with Jacob says otherwise. I hate such girls from the bottom of my heart who is not loyal with their partners. Do fuckin anything but dont cheat. 
                          
And today she proved it. On one hand her eyes were not leaving that lover boy which was iritating the hell out of me i don't know why. And on other to save her fuck boy she seduced me which was definitely unexpected. I call her a slut but sometimes i get total different vibes from her.
                          
It is still giving me goosebumps the way she jumped on me. I'm definitely used to girls jumping on me and seducing me for their motive. But this time i don't know why i was not able to push her away. It took every control of the world to not accept her offer.
                          
And damn she was persuasive. Otherwise her fuck boy would have been dead by now. The moment she slapped me today i made my mind she'll pay for it. Nobody and i mean it. Nobody messes with alex and get away with it.
                          
 I didn't give a damn if  had kill him today. I just want this girl in my control. And i got it today but for that i had to leave him alive. 
                          
From the start of my deal i wanted rose to listen to my every command. Be my puppet and listen my orders. That's what you get when you mess with me. I control your life. 
                          
But today when she was agreeing to whatever damn thing i was saying i just don't know why it was not that satisfying as i expected. Somewhere i wanted her smart mouth back. This girl is messing with my brains. 
                          
I took a deep breath and stood up for a quick shower. I then decided to order some food. Did she had anything? Is she even here yet? Well the kitchen answers my questions. There are dirty plates in wash basin and a plate in the oven too. Which means someone was here. Did she cook that?
                          
I heat the pasta and took a bite of it. She rilly knows too cook good. I lick the plate clean and make my way towards her room. There are only two rooms here so definitely she is in the other
                          
I twist the knob but it's locked. She locked the room? With whose permission? What the fuck. I bring my spare key and open it. As i go inside i see her sleeping peacefully on the bed like a baby. Her nose is still red due to crying. Her hair are wet which means she took a shower.
                          
I sit there and gaze her shamelessly. Now i have her in control i will make her life a hell. It will be fun seeing her submitting me. 
                          
I don't know how long I'm gonna play this game but for now I'm enjoying it. Once I feel that I'm done with my revenge on Chris and her I'll let her go. But it won't be anytime soon. Yes for some moments i thought today lets kill Jacob and get away with rose because she is giving me feelings im not liking it. 
                          
Like right now God she's looking too cute sleeping. Her eyes closed her lips all red. There is also a cute frown on her forehead. Probably having some bad dream about me. And her left cheek is still red coz i slapped her so hard today. God i have never hit a woman but this girl bring out the worst in me. I should have seriously not done that.
                          
I even can't get the feeling out of my head when her lips touched me. Why the hell was it so different? Why the hell it twisted my stomach and i wanted it more? Every time her skin touch me something happens to me. She was so close to me today i was almost on the edge of loosing my control. 
                          
The way her eyes were begging to let that boy go. God i hate this feeling where she was ready to give her everything for that boy. Why on earth is she with both the boys. I mean was. Not anymore. Now she's only mine. 
                          
I think i just want her for once. I think that's what it all is. Lust. Maybe then she'll get out of my head. When i told her i have a class and dont sleep with girls like her it was true. I hate such girls. I hate them with the bottom of my heart who is not loyal to their man. And i rilly hate her. 
                          
She is not only playing chris and jacob but me also. And i have to remind her she's playing with fire. 
                          
I'll not let her go so easily. I'll make her pay for slapping me. I'll make her pay for disrespecting me. I'll make her pay for ever thinking about messing with me. 
                          
Thoughts on alex?
                          
                                                          maahi