Sophia ...P...o...v...1:54.pm..
I walk in too the gym and Kyle waves at me from the other side of the room i walk over too him and he pulls me in his arms to kiss my cheek, i blush alittle knowing everyone in here is watching us. and then he holds my hand.
"Hey baby wanna come over too my house to study after school?" he wispers in my ear , his breath is so warm on my skin, it feels amazing,
"Okay" is all i can mange to say I can't think right with him so close too me breathing down on my neck.
Oh man, what the heck?! what am i thinking.
'No.no.no. ' i think, i still know i cant fall head over heels yet, i need to stay grounded with him.,
'Yes.yes. yes. '
'No'.
'Yes you know you like it. '
'No.i don't ..i can't ... '
'Yes you can and you do! '
'Uhg who even asked you!?'
Wait.....am i really haveing a fight with my own brain?
'Yes you are and yes you have lost it.'
SHUT UP!!!
"Babe?" Kyle says looking at me and he looks kind of worried and freaked out.
"Huh?" i say
"Are you okay you seem kinda spaced out" he says looking me over.
"Oh yeah I'm ok just tired." i say, which is true i am tired ,
"Okay". he says but i can tell he's still worried about me, which i think is kinda cutethat he's worried about me,
Then the teacher comes in.
"Okay class too day you're going outside and runing laps" she says.
So everyone goes out too the track Kyle runs with me holding my hand, i like running its not that bad, but it is when it feels so hot out here, i just work on breathing mostly,
"So we could get something too eat before we go too my place." he says, like running takes nothing out of him, its not hard for most wolfs running is nothing big for them, and him being the alpha he's even stronger than most.
"Okay." i say He sighs and i look up at him, wondering what was wrong,
"Are you sure you're okay?" he asks still worried,
"Yeah i really am tired." i say
"Ok you can rest later i would even be willing too rest with you" he says with a smirk and a wink, and i realize what he means,
"Haha that's so nice of you." i say being sarcastic, he laughs.
"Yeah and I'll lock all the doors this time." he says.
"Good i still don't have too like you're friends right?" i ask,
"Well, right now i don't like them much either." he says, I nodd.
"I'm sorry they did this too you" he says
"Why? a week ago you would've been with them on this." i say,
"Things have changed, you know that."he says
"Really? " i say
"Of course You can't not see it or feel it!" he says stoping and looking at me like im crazy,
"I don't know this is just moveing so fast." i say, and it really was everyday we seemed to get so much closer and really that scared me, the thought of love scares the heck out of me.
"Yeah it is but it wouldn't matter if it was a week or ten years that won't change the way i feel about you" he says softly
"And how do you feel? all kidding aside tell me right now, truthfully" i say
"Sophia....I'm in love with you." he says throwing his arms up like i should know this, and i should but now really thinking about it, that scares me,
Like i said mates don't have too love each other some never do like i thought it would be for us but he loved me!!!???? Woah.
I should know this, but i never really thought about love so far, all ive thought was in the moment, i liked him holding me and kissing me, but love? No i cant, i cant love him or anyone, i cant i just cant, love never ends well, and i wont be a fool to think other wise, because i'll only end up the loser in the end, and thats not something im goingto let happen.
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My Alpha Mate I Hate (Editing/rewriting. )
Werewolf-"I will never be you'r anything!" i yell at Kyle, i see the pain flash in his eyes but i dont care , he cant treat me this way for years and then expect me to act like it never happened!- -Sophia is the only human at a school of werewolfs, and a ou...
