Come back to my heart tonight

                                    

                                          
  San Diego.
The city that is always warm and nice. So many memories are filling my head that my body feel light and my chest is aching. Suddenly, I missed my grandmother. She was the only family that truly loved me and it was such a pity that she never had the chance to meet Chris. Even though I lived with Tony in here for couple of months and had regained my memories back, one nice memory jumped into my head and I drifted into the sweet day dream.
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"Gracie! I have made you breakfast" my grandma yelled from down stairs. When I opened my eyes the smile was already there. It was my 17th birthday and even though I begged my grandma to rest she insisted on making me something special.
"You have to rest, your cancer isn't going anywhere" I noted her while hugging her. "I'll do anything to my baby, and like you said my cancer isn't going anywhere so I still can do things". My grandmother was a strong women who ignored men after my grandfather died because her daughter was more important than any men. "Happy birthday mija, I love so much" she said after she planted wet kisses on my cheeks. "Thanks, I hope that mom will remember and call" her eyes never showed pity, only regret that she allowed my mom treat me this way. "Don't worry, even if she doesn't you still going to have an amazing birthday".
After my fancy birthday breakfast I got ready for school and hoped that my friends will remember it too. I decided to dress up better than usual and apply some simple make-up. Ten minutes later the phone of the house ringed and my grandma said that a friend is looking for me. It was weird because my grandma knows every friend of mine, and neither of them call me in the morning to my house. When I came to answer she sent me questioning glance, but I shrugged to point that I have no idea too. "Hello?" I asked curiously into the phone. "Hey baby, happy birthday". Shit. It's John. "Don't be shy baby girl, we're friends, right?" I kept my silence and I could hear that he got angry. "John, don't call that number ever again" my grandma grabbed the phone and yelled at him. They kept arguing but eventually she hung up and covered her eyes with her palm. "While you be at school I'm going to change phone numbers" I nodded and tears began welling up in my eyes. "Thank you nana, I don't know what I was doing without you" we hugged and when my friend Lisa biped outside we separated and I grabbed my bag and left.
Later that day, me and Lisa joined our other friends and we drove to one of the lookouts near the sea. We sat there, drank sodas and smoke. Even though John found me and I saw my grandma crying, somehow all I can remember is the good parts.
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I was shaken from my daydream and I saw that everyone collected their stuff. Chris clung into my side, afraid of the hectic situation. "Don't worry, we're home" I smiled and patted his head reassuringly. He kept his silence, and it reminded me when I was in his age. "You'll have your own room and we can buy you things for school, ok?" my brothers eyes widened and I could see that he was excited.
When we finally entered to Vic's house we were greeted by everyone-Danielle, Jess, Alysha and the guys' parents. "They know that I'm back?" I could feel the anxiousness built up inside my gut, almost like I was on a rollercoaster. "That's kind of the reason why everyone is here" Mike walked out of the bus and wrapped his arms around my shoulders. "Shut up" I mumbled and took deep breath, preparing myself for what is coming next.
I dragged behind me a small bag with Chris and I's belongings, which was not much, and slowly walked after Vic, Mike and Jaime. Tony stood next to me, watching the two story house, and humming some song that was very familiar. "It's the song that played at that night in the bar, right?" a smile appeared on his face and he nodded in approval, happy that I remember something from that night. "Don't worry, they missed you and they understand why you left. Honestly, I think that my mom want to beat your ass because you left without goodbye..." he tried to lighten a bit the mood but instead I frowned and smacked off his arm. "No need in violence! Be a good role model for you brother" Tony mocked me, but I shrugged it off and walked with my little brother into the house.
The first person to jump on me was Jess, who cried happily. "Finally my maid of honor is back!" I hugged her back and giggled in response. Jaime didn't sound satisfied, probably because she wasn't as happy to see him. Next in the line was Danielle and Alysha, than Vivian and Victor and to finish with the parade, Tony's mom hugged me so tight that I couldn't breathe. After that the attention went to Chris, who never in his life was recognized and talked to. I was thankful that now I can breath so I sat on the couch and tried to relax.
A very familiar bald man sat next to me with a huge grin on his face. "Well, I see that my partner in crime is back" no other than Adam fucking Almakias is here. "Adam! Shit man, you look worse that I remember..." I said jokingly. The man wrapped his arms around me and patted my hair. "But still the same one-with a fetish for hair" he laughed at my comment but shrugged it away. "And you are purple, we both grow up and change".
After eating dinner at Vic's house Tony and I decided to go back to our place. I missed it, the feeling of having a house to come back to, but honestly, wherever Tony is it's my home. I visited so many places with my real family but it never felt like I was part of it, maybe because my mother was bitter about me since I'm the one who brought John to her life. Sometimes I felt like she was the one responsible for her own misery; she brought so many man to our house who abused her and me and ripped the hearts from our chests. I frowned, thinking if I walked the same path as her if I never left. Tony probably noticed that something were wrong because he placed his palm on my knee and circled some figures. The act itself soothed me and I relaxed a little bit but soon his hands moved ghostly on my tight, making my body shiver and I gasped with surprise. I was glad that Chris already give in and fell asleep in the back seat because I don't think that I could explain it to him. "I love you..." Tony whispered quietly, but loud enough for me to hear. "I love you too, Tone".
We left Chris in the guest room, which probably is going to be his room, and sneaked to our room. Tony turned on the lamp on the bed stand and beautiful shadows covered the room. When I studied it I saw that except the sheets nothing changed and what warmed my heart the most was the picture we both hung on the wall so long ago. I felt Tony's presence behind me and very soon his arms hugged my waist. He moved my hair aside, planting light kissed on my neck until he got to my sweet spot. He nibbled the spot, causing a moan escape from my mouth. I turned around and kissed him passionately, not breaking the kiss for even one breath and we kept that way until both of us were breathless. Tony's hands played with the hem of my shirt and slowly moving them to the small of my back. The touch of his skin made me shiver and every move of his fingers made goosebumps on my flesh. My hands trailed on his chest, slowly going to his hair.
Very soon Tony got rid of my shirt and grabbed my ass, making me jump and circle my legs around his torso. He walked us to the bed and threw me on it, breaking the kiss and looking into mine with his amazing chocolate brown ones. His eyes were full with lust and passion and probably so does my. I pulled his shirt and got rid of it too and began admiring his naked chest which was covered in stunning ink. Every time I look at him I can't stop wondering how someone beautiful and perfect can love the simple girl I'm. I closed my eyes and we reconnected our lips again, but this time he reached behind me and unclasped my bra and I threw it away, not caring where it'll land. Our kisses becoming more passionate, our tongues fighting for dominance. When Tony bit my lower lip another moan escaped me and I could feel my voice pass through my body, increasing the heat in my lower part of my body. Again, he moved his lips down my neck, biting here and there probably leaving bite mark which right now I didn't mind to have. I felt his heart beat on my own heart and the blood rushed to my face, probably coloring it with crimson. When he moved his lips between the valley of my breasts I felt a rush of heat through my core, knowing how wet I becoming in every second.
"I want you. Now" I commanded into the air, gasping for air in the crock of his neck. He kissed his way to my breasts, catching one in his mouth, moving his tongue around it making me shiver in response when the lust filled me even more. When he started biting mu nipple I gasped and gripped for dear life into his hair to control my moans. Tony's hand moved on my waist, begging me to get rid of my pants so I obliged his beg and slowly pulled them off of me. His hand trailed down to my clit and teased it through my panties, making me cry a little bit for more. I could hear him laugh to himself and I just took off my panties to finish the teasing. He took two fingers, opening my wet folds and rubbing up my clit and down again. He stopped only to go up to my face and place wet kiss on my lips. "T-t-t-tony...s-s-stop teasing" I cried and moaned again when he pushed two fingers in my entrance while a third one robbed my clit. He ignored my begs and began kissing my inner tights, finding his way to my wet folds. After what seemed like endless teasing he parted my legs and pushed his member into me making me gasp in pleasure while adjusting to him. Soon Tony began thrusting into me, first slow but then faster and faster. I could feel my walls tighten and I moan as quietly as I could, "Tony, I'm going to..." but before I could complete my sentence I came, riding my pleasure and clawing Tony's back. He began moaning lauder because of me and his thrusts became sloppier as he came inside of me.
I snuggled in to Tony's chest, catching my breath and watching his face. "I still can't believe that I can hold you like that..." his voice was low and breathless, and instead answering I just kissed his soft lips. That night I slept like a baby and so do Chris because for the first time in a long time we felt safe.