Chapter 9

                                    

                                          
Sorry it took so long to update. We have had a lot of internet issues and then word on my computer quit working and my mom refuses to buy another 6 months on it o sorry if my grammar and spelling is wrong. It may also not be as long ): ......
                          
 
                          
Chapter 9
                          

                          
Zayn's POV
                          
 
                          
All throughout the tour today I couldn't get my mind off of Niall. He looked so upset and all I wanted to do was hug and kiss him, making him feel better. It sucks knowing that I can't do those things with him but it sucks even more knowing that I am the reason behind the cute, adorable frown. I have to end all of this, right here, right now. We are currently by the exact same place where Niall and Ally are supposed to be meeting up later. Niall is walking around with his phone tightly in his grasp. He is trying to look around at the incredible scene but you can tell he has something else on his mind. I don't know if this is a good idea or not but I walk up behind him and rest my hand on his shoulder. He quickly turns around and looks at me. He rolled his eyes and looked back at the water.
                          

                          
"What do you want?" He asked rudely. Okay...that stung but I guess I deserved it.
                          

                          
"Are you okay? You seem...upset?" I really wanted to know what was wrong. Even if I didn't deserve an answer I still wanted him to know I cared.
                          

                          
"I'm fine. Wait, no I am not fine. I am far from fine actually. I came on this trip happy and excited. I'd be spending the time of my life with my girlfriend and my best mates but then I get here and look who decided to show up? You, out of all people that I could've ran in to. Now you're here treating me like shit and trying to ruin my relationship. How about you fuck off and never speak another word to me. Matter of fact...don't even ever look in my direction again."
                          

                          
That stung even more. How am I ruining his relationship? He was just all happy and making out with her not two hours ago. I have barely even talked to him since then. I am so confused, words can't even explain. I go to try and make up with Niall but instead he tells me to never talk to him again. Have I really fucked this up that bad? Is it already too late to fix what mess I have already made? I have to do something and I have to do it NOW.
                          

                          
"Look, I am sorry. I know I have been an ass lately. I know I am screwing everything up and I have only been here a couple of days. Ruining your relationship was the last thing I wanted to do. Maybe I am just jealous. Hell I don't even know, but I am sorry Niall." Maybe I am jealous of Ally. She can do everything that I could only dream of. She can hug Niall whenever she wants. She can kiss him whenever she wants. She can be there to hold him when he is mad. She can do it all and I can't. I can only sit back and watch.
                          

                          
"Last time I checked, you were the one who wanted to act like nothing ever happened so you have no right to be jealous." With that he walked away. The tour was finally over and people had already started leaving. I stood there shocked for a minute before walking back to the hotel. I have officially lost all interest in everything.
                          

                          
I got back to my hotel room and lay on the bed. As soon as I lay down my phone vibrates. I let it go and try to fall into a somewhat peaceful sleep. Everything hit me at once and I have finally realized I fucked up. .
                          

                          
**********1 Hour Later**********