Chapter 2.
"I'm sorry ma'am, but the baby didn't make it," the nurse stated sadly.
Niall had tears in his eyes. I didn't really want to know what I looked like, it probably didn't look good.
"So... I don't have a daughter? Just a pile of dirt and a headstone?" I asked to make sure.
She nodded and wrote something on her clipboard.
I took a deep breath, stood up, and left their shitty excuse for a hospital. They couldn't even save the baby.
I awoke with a start.
It felt so real.
I rubbed my eyes and winced as they stung from the sheen of sweat that must have covered my body.
Looking over at Niall and seeing his peaceful, sleeping face, I was instantly reassured.
It was only a dream.
It's not going to actually happen.
My baby is safe.
Just as I closed my eyes, I felt a familiar pain in my stomach, and jolted out of bed, heading straight towards the bathroom.
Leaning my head over the toilet, I puked, probably everything inside of me except the baby, into the toilet.
Boy, was I ready to get this over with.
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*Harry's POV*
It has now been eight months since One Direction has broken up.
I hope Niall's happy. It's his fault Liam, Zayn, Lou, him, and I can't sit in a room without screaming at each other.
Management says that we signed a contract, ensuring that we would keep singing.
So what if we did? I wasn't going to do it.
Her face instantly flashed into my mind.
The last time I saw her, Niall was beating me up and she looked nervous.
I should have told him that we had sex. Maybe then I would've felt like I had emptied myself of all the lies.
It wasn't my fault that time, it was hers. She had been intoxicated. I didn't know where Niall was but I hadn't wanted to do it.
Anyway, back to my other story, about One Direction breaking up.
I was constantly get tweets from fans demanding that the band get back together. I finally found my senses and opened up a new tweet.
"It's over. We aren't coming back. Deal with it."
It was very straightforward but at the moment, I didn't care.
I posted the tweet and then composed basically the same message for Instagram and Vine.
Shutting my phone off was the smart thing to do because of all the notifications I would be receiving.
I leaned my head back on the couch and closed my eyes.
Why couldn't life be a dream? Maybe it was, constantly changing from dream to nightmare to fantasy and then back again, but I doubt that was possible.
I missed the lads terribly but I knew I couldn't go back.
They'd all blame me and then I'd just end up leaving again.
My mind was a mess of jumbled thoughts, all trying to leave at the same time.
Once again, her face was brought into my mind. I wonder if she'll remember me. God I actually hope she doesn't. Then she wouldn't remember how I fucked up big time.
In 10 years, if I haven't gotten invited to a wedding for them, I'll know for sure she's forgotten.
As I listened to the wind blowing through the trees outside, and the splashing of water in the pond, I let sleep overtake me.
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A/N
Where is Harry?
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So yesterday Diamond and I did some hard math homework on Skype because FaceTime wouldn't work.
The sucky part was that I had forgotten my notes at school.. oops.
On Friday, my friend/I don't know what to think about him, talked to me with his foot.
He has giant feet holy cow.
He had his feet on the chair next to me and when I looked over, one of them started moving and he said in a high, squeaky voice, "hi Julia!"
It was strange.
My crush will never like me back because I'm a loner and forever alone even though Pay Pay says he likes me. Shows what she knows. (just kidding, she's smart)
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