Been A While

                                    

                                          
Katie's Pov
As I Wake Up, I Go To The Mirror With All My Pictures Of Me, Caroline, Elena Bonnie, Jeremy And Even My Mom And Dad. I Stand There And Look At How Messy My Hair Is, I Just Stand There Thinking Of How Much Of A Monster I've Become I've Eaten My Sister Multiple Times But She Forgives Me Everytime, How Can She Forgive Me When I Can't Even Forgive Myself. I'm Irresponsible, I'm Unreliable, I Walk Over To The Shower And Lock Both Doors So Jer Can't Come In, I Go For A Quick Shower, After I Throw My Hair Up In A Messy Bun, Until I Actually Get The Energy To Do My Hair. I Just Throw On Jeans, White Top And Black Converse. As I Get To The Top Of The Stairs I Can Hear My Family Downstairs
                          
I Entered The Kitchen To See Elena Happy Face Looking At Me "Morning Lena" I Chirped 
                          
"Coffee?" She Offered And I Gratefully Took. 
                          
"Why So Happy Today?" I question
                          
"It's A New Day Katie, New Beginnings. Stefan Told Me About You're Conversation With Him Lastnight, I'm Proud Of You" She Said, looking Happy 
                          
"Well I'm Trying Not To Become The Monster I'm Meant To Be, I Haven't Exactly Succeeded In It Yet So Don't Be All Happy" I Finished 
                          
"Least You're Trying Katie" She Said Taking My Empty Coffee Cup Off The Table "By The Way We've An Event At The Lockwoods Today, Be Ready By 2" She Told me 
                          
"Oh great, Another Boring Event. That I've To Pretend To People That I actually Like Them, This Is A Perfect Excuse To Get Drunk" I Added With A Smirk 
                          
"Fine, You Drink If You Want To, It's You're Life" She Finished Giving Me A Pleading Looking.
                          
"I'm Gonna Go Back Up To Bed For A While, I'll Meet You At The Lockwood Party" I Stated Then Walked Out The Room
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Caroline's Pov
I Walk Into The Gilbert's To See Elena All Alone, "Hey Sorry For Barging In But Katie? Is She Up I Need Her To Help Me" I Asked 
                          
"Yeah Care, Straight Up In Her Room" She Answered I Nodded Thanks To Her While I Walked Up Stairs And Into Katie's Room 
                          
"Hey Sleepy Head" I Said To Her Watching Her Lying Down On The Bed.
                          
"Hey You Know What I Noticed, Lastnight I Drank Elena's Blood. Was it because I got high before it or am I Always That Hungry?" She Questioned  
                          
"You're A Vampire, You're New" I Said 
                          
"I'm A Bit Parched, I Need A Drink. Do You Want One" She Offered Me
                          
"No I'm Fine It's Nearly Time To Go To The Lockwood Party" I Stated 
                          
"Who's Meant To Be At This Lockwood Party Anyways" She Said While Fixing Her Hair In The Mirror 
                          
"You Know The Usual" I Say Lowly 
                          
"Why Do I Sense Im Missing A Minor Detail There Caroline?" She Questioned Me, Ugh She Knows Me Too Well. 
                          
"Okay Fine" I Say With My Hands In Surrender "Mason Lockwood Is Coming The  Event To See Everyone" I Said Hoping Not To Get A Reaction 
                          
"Mason Lockwood Huh?" She Looked, Wow Not The Response I Thought 
                          
"Yes, Tyler Told Me And That's Why I'm Here Now" I Gave Up After a That One 
                          
"Last Time I Seen him Was When I Left His Bedroom After A Few Reckless Nights" She Stated Drinking Her Bourbon "Let's Pray He Doesn't Notice Me At The Party, He Was Fun At Some Stage But Dodge All That" She Finished 

                          
"What Even Happened With You Guys, Like You Never Told Me About Yous" I Said "I'm You're Bestfriend And You Didn't Tell Me, Come On. That's Weird Now" She Looked At Me