Chapter 11

                                    

                                          
Chapter 11
                          
Chelsea's Point Of View 💕
                          
"Sweetie, it's time to wake up," Mum says, entering my room. "Mum, I don't want to go to work today," I mumbled, hugging the penguin plush toy. "Okay honey," she says, kissing my forehead. 9.32am. Ugh. 
                          
I sit up, I pull the curtains open. "Chelsea!" Clary from my dance crew wave at me from her room, I wave back. Then pick up a big piece of paper, "visited Luke yet?" is written on it. I shook my head, "why not?" She mouthed, I shrug and pull the curtain close. I took out my tank top, jacket and jeans. 
                          
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"Shane, I want coffee," I ordered, sitting in front of the counter, table. I'm meeting a guy named Gavin here, he's cute but we're dealing with something. "Meeting your friend?" Granny asks, I nodded in reply. I put up my legs and lean against the wall. "Hey Chelsea," Gavin says, "want anything?" Rue asks with her notepad in her hand. "Latte," he replied, she nodded and walks away. 
                          
"Okay, what do you want?" I asks, raising my eyebrows. "Don't you wanna know why Stephanie want to kill you and stuff?" He asks back, I raised my eyebrows. "And boy, you look like a mess," he mumbles, taking out his laptop. "Thanks for the compliment," I said sarcastically and our drinks arrive. 
                          
"Remember John who went to Russia?" Gavin asks, I nodded in reply. "By the way, he passed away last week, so yeah," I say, shrugging slightly. "Wow.." he looks surprised and shock at the same time. "Can you get straight to the point now?" I asks, sitting up. "Well John was Stephanie's best friend," he started off, my eyes widen. "Are you positive?" I asks, "yeah," he replied, instantly. He shows me and picture of me, Stephanie and John. My mouth parted slightly, "this is crazy," I stated. 
                          
"Wait, there's more," He says, "John told secrets to Luke Hemmings and Stephanie because he is closer to them," he says, I nodded slightly. "He told them that he loves you.. And Stephanie got really mad because.. I'm not sure about that yet but I guess she was in love with John or something," he says, shrugging slightly. This is insane. "But I don't like John," I say, "you like Luke Hemmings, everyone knows that," Gavin says, okay I never even say Luke Hemmings.
                          
"I don't like Luke Hemmings," I stated, "whatever.. Few days after Stephanie and Luke knows the secret, Stephanie stop talking to them and that was during elementary school," He says, "then the boys stopped talking to Stephanie after she got popular and slutty and stuff and when they are 14, she lost her virginity to John," my eyes widen. 
                          
"14?" I repeated, ew. He nodded, "so after that John went back to Russia, and that point Stephanie is still bullying you because she said you stole her 'Johnny' and every time you were laughing and smiling just want to make her kill you," He says, my eyebrows furrowed. "But I really did nothing," I stated, "that's all I know," he shrugs. "Oh yeah, I need to say something about my laughter and smiles.." I said, smiling slightly. He looks at me for an answer, "it's fake," I say, standing up. 
                          
"But thanks anyway," I say, I look at my family who is busy in the kitchen. I let out a sigh, "Mum, I'm going for a walk," I say, she nodded in some kind of reply. I left the diner and begin walking slowly. My phone vibrated. 
                          
"Studio x Brandy"
                          
It's from Brandon, one of the guys in my dance crew. How am I going to go to the studio? I let another soft sigh, I will just take the cab. 
                          
I'm just not used to it. I see Luke like everyday and we call each other, 'dork', 'jerk', 'ass', 'whimp', 'geek,' and other things. I got out of the taxi after I pay the fare, I enter the studio. "What's happening?" I asks as they moved boxes out of the studio. "We have a new studio with a recording booth and a set, you know for our music video and your music video," Lea says, oh. 
                          
"Have you visited Luke yet?" Lea asks, I shook my head in reply. "Chelsea," she says, adding a sigh at end. "It's not your fault now we have to rush to our new studio because you have to record a song in 20 minutes," she says, quickly and took my hand. 
                          
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"That was nice singing, Chels," Alex says, when I come out of the recording booth. "Thanks Alex," I smiled slightly, "you can be back tomorrow for your music video," Brandon says, smiling. "Which we will be in it!" Clary high-five everyone excluding me. 
                          
"Chelsea," Lea snaps her fingers in front of me, I look at her. "Hey, I will come back tomorrow with some of my songs I written over the years," I say in a very tired tone. "Chelsea, you look very pale, you should go home," Alex says. "I will drive you back," Alex says, I nodded. 
                          
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"Chelsea, how about going counselling?" Mum asks as we were watching SpongeBob Square pants with the two littlest devils. They asked for it, "Mum, I'm perfectly fine," I replied, looking back at the television. I should go to sleep. 
                          
"Night Mum, Night Granny, night devils," I say, getting up from the couch. "Night, Chels," they mumbled as I walk up the stairs. I close my room door and walk to my bed without switching on the light. I lay on the bed and sigh. 
                          
Flashback 🌹
                          
We sit at a café near a pier and the sun is setting down which looks we're going on a date.. There's totally something wrong me. "So Chelsea, you want to tell me why are you so distracted about?" Luke asks, he's acting like counsellor. Haha. He cares.. 
                          
"Please don't tell anyone," I say, looking at him. He nodded, "yesterday when we got back for camp, my Dad flew over and he kinda of hit me because I was being rude to him as then I got hit by some gang that was in out school," I say, shrugging. "I know there's more than that," he says, looking at me with his bright blue eyes. Ugh, I'm in denial. 
                          
"Luke, I can't tell you that," I defended, I raised my left eyebrow. "Why?" I asks, curiously. "Because you will laugh like everyone will," I replied with tears in my eyes. 
                          
"I promise I won't laugh," he says, I kept quiet for a while. I gulp and pull up my sleeves, "I cut," I muttered under my breath. He keeps quiet, this is the real me. "Can you stand up for a while?" He asks, standing up. I stood up and he put his arms around her waist and pull me close to him. "Chelsea, don't do that," he says, hugging me tightly. 
                          
I never felt this before. Hugging someone and feel so safe at the same time. "I did it for years," I whisper out, he pull away from her. "Why didn't you tell me?" He asks, looking at my arms with scars and some bruises around. "Because, I'm kinda of scared," I mumbled, he push a piece of my hair behind my ear. "Guess I'm not so brave at all, huh?" I asks, smiling slightly. 
                          
"Love, you're beautiful," he kiss my forehead, that tingling feeling. And suddenly it's so hot in here. 
                          
End Of Flashback 🌹
                          
My eyes open and a tear went down my cheek, I let out a soft sigh and got up. 11.11pm. Haha. I got up, he's been there for me. Well kinda, maybe I should just go see him. I don't know. I just need to see him badly.
                          
Gah, I'm in love..