Chapter 9 (TW: sex)

                                    

                                          
*Nathaniel's POV
He kissed me again as my hand was still on his crotch slowly groping him. His kissing became more and more intense by the second and I knew he wanted me as much as I wanted him. Ezra pulled away for a moment and stared at me with his intimidating bright green eyes. 'Is there something wrong?' I asked confused. 'No, not at all. I was just taking in how beautiful you are.' He said winking at me."Oh god, if I wasn't extremely turned on right now I would so be disgusted by your cheesiness." I said playfully slapping his arm.'Oh you're turned on too? I might have to see some proof of that to be honest.' He said with this look on his face that made me shiver. 'That can be arranged.' I said as I unbuckled his belt and pulled it out of his pants. 
He looked at me with so much lust in his eyes and it turned me on even more. I unbuttoned his pants and took them off, as well as his shirt. I couldn't help but admire his body once again, which caused me to zone out. 'You know, if you like it so much there's better things to do than staring.' He said jokingly. I rolled my eyes at him and laughed. 'Seems like you're really desperate for my touch.' He pulled me towards him and kissed me again. "Nathaniel, I've never met anyone that I wanted more than you."  When he said that it made me shiver once more and I went straight back to his crotch and palmed him through his underwear. He was already completely hard. I was kind of scared because it felt relatively big and I didn't know if I would be able to take it, but I was willing to try because I did really want to do this with him.
I finally took his underwear off and saw his dick pop out. I was slightly startled, but mostly impressed. I wrapped my hand around his length and started stroking gently, earning a soft moan from him which sounded like music to my ears. I wanted to suck his dick, but I didn't really know how to as I had never done it before. I was worried I'd do something wrong, but I figured it couldn't be that hard. I just went for it and I put it in my mouth.
I started slow at first and focussed on the head of his dick, but eventually started to go a little faster taking him as deep as I could. "Are you sure that you haven't done this before." He asked as I laughed at him shyly. 'Yes this is the first time, why is it good?" I asked. "It's fucking amazing." He said as I continued sucking his dick. His moans became louder and louder and suddenly he pushed my head away from his dick. "Hold on that's enough for now, I want you to enjoy this too." He got out from underneath me and rolled us over so that now he was on top of me. He kissed me again while slowly moving towards my neck and continued kissing me there, which felt amazing and made my heart beat even faster. He took off my shirt and his hands roamed my chest and then found their way to my pants, which he also took off in a split-second. 
Now I was only wearing my underwear, Ezra looked at me for a moment and took my underwear off as well. Obviously I was already hard.  He dove right in and started sucking me off. It felt like nothing I've ever felt before. It was amazing. After a while he noticed that my moaning was getting louder and he stopped. "We're not done yet." He moved back up to my face to kiss me and I felt his body start to grind on me. I felt his throbbing dick brushing against mine and it felt like pure extasy. 
After a couple of minutes of grinding and kissing he stopped. "Do you think you're ready for it?" He asked with a soft voice. "Yes, please give it to me." He took his bag and pulled some lube out and put it on my entrance as well as on his fingers. I don't know why he happened to be carrying lube around, but I wasn't in the headspace to be worried about that. 
He slowly slid one finger in and moved it around a bit, it felt slightly uncomfortable but definitely also pleasurable. After a while he slid a second finger in, this caused me to feel a sting at first and some pain but after some time it started feeling really good. 'Are you ready to take the real deal right now?' He said after a couple minutes of prepping. 'I hope I am.' I said. ' Nathaniel, if you're not sure I can wait, it really doesn't matter to me.' I cupped Ezra's face. 'Believe me, I'm ready and I want it.'  He looked at me with the biggest smile on his face before kissing me.
He picked the lube back up and applied some on me as well as on himself. I thought it was so sweet that he was using so much lube to make sure it would hurt me as little as possible. He came closer to me and looked at me with this look that showed he was still uncertain of if I wanted it or not. I just smiled at him to let him know that I was completely fine. This seemed to ease him up and he put it in me gently. The pain was excruciating in the beginning. It literally felt like I was being split in two, but I knew that the pain was normal and I definitely wanted to keep going. Having him this close to me just felt right and I didn't want it to stop. After a while it started feeling better. As soon as he started hitting a certain spot I even felt this crazy intense sensation that was completely new to me, but felt amazing. We were kissing while we he was fucking me and I kept trying to pull him even closer and deeper.
After about 20 minutes he was close to coming and I noticed that. After me giving approval he came inside of me and kept going for a couple of seconds before pulling out. He looked at my dick and saw that I was still hard since I hadn't come yet. I told him that it was fine, but he was persistent on me coming as well. He started jacking me off first while kissing me, before moving back down to suck my dick. After that it didn't take long because he was amazing at it. He swallowed, which he didn't have to do but knowing that a part of me was inside him was incredibly hot.
We both caught our breaths while laying in bed cuddling as I fell asleep in his arms.