chapter 39

                                    

                                          
okay we have a tally
                          
seeing as people mainly wanted something to do with white
                          
some gold 

                          
one person black 

                          
and someone suggested a puple/blue
                          
it's not definite yet but i sort of have an idea
                          
she will have some black coming up along her leg thank you @Thisisstupid21for that amazing idea i loved it the moment i saw it

                          
i'm not giving you all my ideas right here you're just going to have to wait and see cause i'm not discribing her
                          
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i looked Nova's wolf form over scanning her body for any sign of live when i saw none my eyes started clouding over and it wasn't until i blinked that i figured out that they were real tears that i was shedding 

                          
		
                          
"no, no, no, no" I whined through the linknot at all hiding my thoughts from the pack who I heard howl in thedistance at the loss 

                          
"Daniel?" my sister said through the family link "what happened are you okay is Nova?"
                          
tears slowly made their way down myface I nudged her fur but she fell to the oppositeside limply not moving 
                          
"Nova?" I called quietly through the bond

                          
I couldn't believe what was happeningit didn't register it 

                          
my mate was dead
                          
my Nova stopped breathing
                          
i was an idiot 

                          
why didn't i act sooner?
                          
why did i have to be confused?

                          
i started snarling at myself growling at my wolf growling at the ground
                          
i heard crying and looked back at my mother my heart breaking more as i saw her in tears and suddenly i felt i was no longer fit for the Alpha role 

                          
how could i be
                          
when i couldn't even protect my mate from her own shift
                          
and as it dawned on me and the pain shot through my chestand I recoiled it was our bond slowly severing i could feel it but what i wasn't sure of was why it didn't completely break in the first place 

                          
"it's the goddess's way of punishing us" my wolf said sadly "she wants us to suffer our loss"
                          
i howled angrily allowing my wolf to take control tilting his head backall the way he howled a long and aching howl at the loss of his soul mate and allhe saw after wards was red and the rest was a blur of blood and rage as i numbed myself from the wold around me
                          
a world without Nova
                          
wasn't a world worth living 

                          
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sorry it's so short
                          
but i was thiking of making a whole chapter
                          
but decided strongly against it 

                          
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