Part 14 : THE FEELING OF MY FIRST LOVE...!!

                                    

                                          
Next morning... Swara gets up and the first thing that strikes her mind is Sanskaar's thought... 


                          
Swara: (to herself) Oh God Swara...!! What are you doing...?? Why are you behaving like that with Sanskaar...?? Whatever happened and whatever is happening, none is his fault...!! The way I behaved with him last night... (takes a deep breath) He must have been so hurt by my behavior...!! I must apologize to him...!! 


                          
Saying this she gets down from her bed... all of a sudden her eyes fall on a piece of paper kept on the table near her bed... she picks up the paper and reads it...


                          
SWARA,


                          
I KNOW MY ACTIONS HAVE HURT YOU SO MUCH... I'M SO SORRY FOR THAT... YESTERDAY I REALIZED THAT WHENEVER I COME NEAR YOU... YOU GET HURT... BUT TRUST ME SWARA I NEVER WANT TO BE THE REASON BEHIND YOUR TEARS... YOU WANT ME TO STAY AWAY FROM YOU NAA... THEN I PROMISE I WON'T COME IN FRONT OF YOU... I'M SORRY ONCE AGAIN...!!


                          
SANSKAAR


                          
Tears start making their way from her eyes and rolls down her cheeks on reading this... all her moments with Sanskaar start flashing in front of her eyes... Their first meet... Sanskaar teasing her... then the way he saved her from Satya risking his own life... their night together in the forest... and his soft kiss on her forehead... Swara closes her eyes and touches her forehead... she smiles feeling his kiss... but suddenly reality strikes her... she sits down on the floor with a thud...


                          
Swara: (crying)No Sanskaar it should not be you... It should have been me who must apologize... Why Sanskaar... why...?? Why didn't you come to my life before...?? But now its too late... bahot der ho chukii hai Sanskaar... bahot der... Day-by-day its becoming hard for me...!! You do affect me Sanskaar... you affect me to the level one can't even imagine...!!


                          
She wipes her tears and runs towards Sanskaar's room... she finds Laksh over there...


                          
Swara: Laksh... where is Sanskaar...??

                          
Laksh: I don't know... I haven't seen him since morning... In fact when I woke up he was already gone somewhere...!!


                          
Swara gets tensed on hearing this... She runs to BPG hoping that they might be knowing about Sanskaar's whereabouts...


                          
Swara: Bachcha Party... do you know where is Sanskaar...??

                          
Aarvi: Sanskaar bhaiya...?? We don't know Swara didi...?? We haven't seen him since yesterday night...!!

                          
Golu: But I met him in the morning...!!

                          
Swara: (her face gets lit up on hearing this) Where...?? I mean what did he say...?? Did he tell you where is he going...??

                          
Golu: (sad face) No didi... he didn't tell me where he is going...!! He just gave me a paper and asked me to keep it on the table near your bed...!!

                          
Swara: (shocked) You kept this paper on the table...??

                          
Golu: (nods his head) Yes... but he was looking very sad...!!

                          
Swara: (gets teary eyes again) And then...??

                          
Golu: Then nothing... he just went outside...!!


                          
Swara gets very sad on finding no clue about Sanskaar... she searches for him in every nook and corner of the Home... She even asks SB and GM... but all her efforts go in vain...


                          
The whole day passes but Sanskaar doesn't return... With each and every passing minute she gets more and more restless... she tries hard all day not to let her tears fall in front of anyone... She goes to Laksh, SB and GM for asking a number of times... in case they have some information...!! Whole day Swara keeps waiting for Sanskaar... without talking to anyone... without eating anything...!!