Chapter 18

                                    

                                          
(A/N: Hey guys! I know it's been a few days but I'm writing another chapter tonight and uploading it asap.)
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You must've fell asleep from all the crying because you woke up on your bed. It was still light outside so you grabbed your phone and checked the time. It was 3pm. You only slept for 3 or 4 hours. You hadn't even eaten today. 
                          
Your POV 
I got up and decided to take a shower.  I got out some clean clothes and placed them on my bed. On the bed was a pair of black skinny jeans and a (favourite band) shirt. I got undressed from my fancy/casual outfit I wore to Pj's party from last night and threw it in the corner of my room. I bought it to impress Dan. Well he has a girlfriend now. I don't need this outfit anymore. 
                          
I went to the bathroom and sat down in the shower. I couldn't be bothered standing. I began to cry again. I knew Dan never liked me. He will never like me. I'm nothing to him. Why would he like me anyway? Jessica is pretty. She's lucky to have him. I'm glad he found someone he likes but for a second I actually thought he liked me.
                          
Another 10 minutes later and I stopped crying. I still wanted to cry though. I guess I ran out of tears. I got out of the shower and changed. I need to get out of the flat. I needed to clear my head. I quickly tied my hair up. I really didn't care it was still wet from the shower. I grabbed my phone and keys and locked my door.
                          
I ran downstairs not caring if I tripped or someone ran into me. I got out of the block of flats and began walking in a random direction. I must've walked for ages. I came to a park and decided to go on the swings. I sat there for an hour. People went past looking at me strangely. 'Why is a grown woman sitting on the swings in a park?' They must've thought. They didn't know how I felt in this moment. They didn't care about my problems. They're just living their lives. 
                          
I decided to go home after a while longer. I passed a few shops and bought a few essentials like toothpaste and cereal then carried on home. When I got to my block of flats my phone began to ring. I picked it up and it was a woman calling about a job interview. It was for a barista/waitress at a local café. They wanted to interview me next week. It's great timing. I'm running out of money. 
                          
I ran up 4 flights of stairs and knocked on Dan and Phil's flat. I hope Phil answers. After about 30 seconds Phil opened the door with Becky standing close behind him. "I have a job interview!" I almost yelled at them. "Really? That's great Y/n!" Phil said. He sounded really happy for me. Phil pulled me into a hug then Becky gave me a quick hug. Me and her were becoming closer as friends I think.
                          
"Do you want to come inside and tell us about it?" Becky asked. "Is Jessica here?" I asked as politely as I could. "Yeah she is." Phil replied. "Then no thanks. Sorry Becky I just don't like her." I apologised to her. Her and Jessica were still best friends. "I understand a lot of people don't like her. She likes to make them hate her even more but I'll always be her friend." Becky said. I nodded.
                          
"Why don't you both come round mine and I can tell you about the job interview there?" I suggested. "We're making dinner/tea. Sorry." Phil said looking really apologetic. "No it's okay maybe later then?" I asked. "Of course!" Becky said. I quicky hugged them both and went into my flat. I still hadn't eaten but I wasn't hungry. I made a small bowl of cereal and began watching Netflix. 
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(A/N: Hey guys! I'm writing another chapter now. How many actually read/ care about my fan fic? Let me know by commenting or voting! Thanks guys! Okay bai x c:)