Chapter Five

                                    

                                          
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{Ladybug's POV}
                          
Me and Chat were patrolling the park tonight, on watch for akumatised victims and trouble in the streets of Paris. It was already 9pm so our night 'shift' was almost done. We had both been really quiet over the past few days. I knew that i knew something about him but why was he so quite?
                          
We eventually came to a stop and sat down on a nearby park bench. The stars in the sky were out and you could see a few constellations. It was always so pretty at night but almost no one gets to see it. I'm lucky to be able to witness these nights.
                          
"Chat you know how i was really awkward the other night? When you were telling me why you were sad?" I asked him. "Well i realised that... um..." I just wanted to tell him what happened but no words would come out of my mouth. I Looked down only to realise that we were holding hands. I was so in the moment i didnt realise. 
                          
I looked up and blushed as we both looked eachother in the eyes. But what came next, i didnt see coming. I didnt know how to react. 
                          
Chat Noir leaned in and kissed me. His soft lips were planted on mine. And it seemed to fit, just like to pieces of a puzzle. It was perfect; just what i would want a kiss to be like. Well almost... I was in complete shock mode. All i could think about was the fact that i loved Adrien. Adrien was my love. I couldnt do it. I just couldnt.
                          
I pulled away from the moment and ran. I ran as fast as i could. I just didnt want to see the look on his face when i rejected his kiss. The worst part was is that i did indeed kiss him back. It was like telling someone you love them and two seconds later, changing your mind. What had i done?!
                          
{Chat Noir's POV}
                          
She rejected me. The love of my life just rejected me. But it was all my fault. I thought i saw something but i was obviosly quite wrong. I had to find her. I needed to apologise for my actions. I Hurt her and i hurt myself in the process. But my bugaboos heart was way more important than mine.
                          
I ran in the direction that she bolted. Tears were spilling from my eyes as i ran through the streets. I ran past houses and houses untill i came across the Dupain-Cheng's bakery; Her home. I could hear her crying from inside the shop and i couldnt bare to hear the sounds of her sobbing. I Opened the doors and walked into the pitch black room. Well, my night vision gave me the ability to see straight through the dark but to LB, it would of been as black as black could be.
                          
"Ladybug?" I said, even though i could clearly see that she had transformed back to Marinette. She was sitting on a brown wooden chair with her head in her knees.
                          
"A-adrien?" She looked up. Her bloodshot eyes and blue eyebags hurt me. What had i done. I paused for a second, realising i was still Chat Noir. I didnt know what to say.
                          
"Ah-um Yes." I had to reply, otherwise i was giving away my identity.
"A-adrien w-why are you h-hear" Marinette stuttered through her sobs.
                          
"Mari i heard you crying from outside. I Couldn't leave you alone in the dark hear all sad like this. Please tell me whats wrong" Even though i already knew, i wanted to hear her side. She was so sad that it made me tear up. I shed a tear but wiped it away before it could slip away.
                          
"Adrien, I-I, I was kissed by someone i loved b-but my heart wouldnt let me take it because i was in love w-with someone else. I was too s-shocked to realise this but w-who i thought was the love of m-my life was just a s-silly crush. And the one t-that kissed me, it was p-pure love Adrien, but i-i still love the o-other guy. I love t-them both and im s-stuck in this mess that i c-created. I-ive ruined everything, f-for myself and my b-best friend." 
                          
Marinette was now sobbing hysterically. I sat next to her and brought her into my chest for a hug. I held her tightly as she cried for half and hour straight. It broke my heart, it really did. Though it caused her to realise that she really did love me, it hurt her, me and our relationship in the process. Im a terrible person.
                          
But those words, what she said, it made me feel warm inside. She loved me. She loved my true self. Its not like she loved me because im a model or a famous super hero and i know that for certain. She had been pushing away my flirtatious comments since the moment we met. And its all because she was inlove with someone else. Who was this guy? My curiosity settled in and i wanted to ask her.
                          
I planted a kiss on the top of her head, realising she had fallen asleep in my arms. She was so cute when she was asleep; completely unaware of anything. I just didnt know if i was ready to love Marinette the way i love Ladybug. They seem like two completely different people. Apart from the fact that they are both completely adorable, clumsy of coarse, extremely pretty and they were both there for me when i needed help. I could of kept naming their similarities that i loved for hours! Maybe i do love Marinette. 
                          
Only time will tell...