You rejected me

                                    

                                          
[im so sorry I haven't updated I had a lot in my plate with the whole moving thing but I promise to make it up too you somehow that is lol! but enjoy my lovelies]

Lilly's pov

I took so many pills but yet I'm still breathing why? Did someone find me and save me? "No I want to died!" I scream as I wake up. I instantly stop what I'm doing when I feel the electric tingles go through out my whole body. Jace is in my bed! WHAT WHY! I push his arms and body away from me knocking him to the ground. "What the fuck was that for!" He yells and I feel a little bit bad for it. "What the fuck are you doing in my room? why am I alive what did you do?" I ask as tears fall freely down my face. I've given up completely to fight them back we both know I'm broke if he's the one who stopped my suicide. 

"Shhhh baby don't cry it's okay, I didn't do anything. I came to fined you to tell you that I made a mistake that I didn't reject you for the reasons you think. I was trying to save you I didn't want you to get hurt, I thought I was protecting you but I was the one giving you the most pain. I would understand if you reject me now. I don't deserve your love, I don't deserve you! You deserve so much better I wasn't there for you! Hell you almost died because of me! I shouldn't be your mate I'm pathetic." he was crying now and looking away from me showing me a sign of weakness. Finally showing me emotions that I can understand. 

"You rejected me, but you really do want me?" I ask getting confused by his words. He placed his hands on each cheek gently and looking me in the eyes "Lilly I want you. I don't and didn't want to reject you. Causing you all that pain being with Nicki who is a slut by the way you are right, was one if the hardest things to do. seeing you cry knowing I was the one making you do it was so hard for me and I know it was worse for you. Seeing that I almost lost you, I couldn't bare it and I would have taken my own life. I need you I can't live with out you. Please forgive me and give me a chance to prove myself to you." He had tears going down his face now. I search him looking for any sign of him lying in anyway but he is telling the truth a 100%. I nod my head yes. "I will give you this one change, but Jace you can't hurt me again. you can't just say you want me, you have to prove it to me show me you mean it!" right after I said that his lips were pressed to mine I welcomed it. Longing this feeling embarrassing every little bit if it.

I couldn't stop the moan that escaped when he slid his tongue in with mine. exploring his mouth enjoying his taste. He pulled away from the kiss kiss and I'm whimpered not ever wanting to stop. He gave me a knowing smirk "as much as I was enjoying this I can't keep going or I will take you and claim you right here right now!" My face turned a dark shade of red as I looked away. "If you say so." I say looking away 

"Lilly will you like to go on a date with me?" He asked and looked so nervous it was so cute. "now" I said with a huge smile on my face. "Oh okay..." he says looking away at the ground. I place my hand under his chin making him look at me. "I would love to go on a date with you." I say before kissing him.

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