ZUELYN'S POV:
"..*chirp*....*chirp*...."
It's so quite you can hear the birds outside who are at peace, unlike me.
I sit there and stare at the corner of my room.
Not able to cry....
Not able to smile...
Not able to laugh..
Not able to do anything.
But stare.
I seem to have a lot of times where I just sit there and think about everything that's happened in the past. Everything that's occurring now.
I realize how many people left and how many stayed.
I remember all the times daddy told me he was staying for good, and then the next week he was gone..
I remember all the nights crying myself to sleep. I remember all the times I wished for a perfect family. The perfect dad. The dad who never left and never had to promise that he wouldn't because he was always there. The dad who I spent all my time with. The dad who I could say I'm proud was around. A dad who realized all my accomplishments and not the one I have who doesn't know that I had any.
Maybe I should let go of this world..
"God, If your actually real, why would you put me threw this? You knew my fate. You made my fate. You put me threw so much pain and so much suffering. Why? For your amusement? My pain just feels like a game now. Why? Why God? Why me? Why did you have to do this to me?"
I'm still staring at the corner of my room but a small tear rolls down my face. Without making any sound a couple more come sliding down. Then it's like a cloud was above me.
I really want to leave this world.
'Cause this house doesn't feel like home..'
~Unsteady X Ambassadors~
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