Jealousy???

                                    

                                          
Well, good afternoon folks, or good morning, or night, I don't fucking know where any of you are. I am super happy today, and I think I'll be happy for quite awhile. I'm still disappointed about how some things went, and how I let people go because I just have a hard time letting go, but I'm honestly happy. I'm trying not to be angry by the past anymore, and looking forward the now and later. I have pretty high hopes for my future. 
                          


                          
And let me just say guys that I'm an absolute hopeless romantic. Extreme hopeless romantic. It's almost pathetic, but I feel too happy to care. It's not even with romance either, it is literally anyone I love. If you stalked me you would see how fucking possessive I am. Like, obviously I play it off as a joke and laugh, but I love my friends so much that I constantly remind everyone they know I'm their favorite?? I think that's why I hate when people say "I love you more" cause like, no. I am too loving and caring for you to even think you love me more.
                          


                          
Most of the people I'm talking about are also pretty jealous when it comes to me finding another friend of finding interest in someone else, so it's good. I wouldn't say my jealousy and possessiveness is toxic or unhealthy. I'm just insecure and need constant validation because I always go through periods of my life where I don't think I'm anyone's favorite friend or that anyone really cares. Other days I feel like I'm the shit and I KNOW everyone loves me. 
                          


                          
God, I'm such a piece of shit... 
                          


                          
Anyways, I got my laptop working again so I can start writing fan fiction and imagines again!!!! I'm super excited!! I originally stopped writing because I was super depressed and couldn't motivate myself, but now I honestly feel better than I ever have?? 
                          


                          
Well, I have a fandoms imagines book and you may request anything you want as long as I know the fandom. If I don't, I'll let you know.