97- falling apart

                                    

                                          

"So Park, can you film this video with me?" 
"Sorry Carolyn, I have something going on." Parker answers, shuffling through travel papers on his desk.
"Can't even show up in a vlog?"
"Not enough time Lynnie."
    I sigh exasperated. "What are you going to do in LA anyway? We are moving into a larger apartment in a few weeks, I would expect you to break ties from Los Angeles."
"Super League is meeting with me there, then I'm flying out to Wisconsin for a Crash and Play."
I roll my eyes. "That series no one likes?"
"Carolyn, I know you hate it, but Super League will give me the boot if anything else happens."
"Will you stop it with the Carolyn this, Carolyn that?"
He gets up from his desk chair and pulls me into a hug. "Are you ok?"
"Could be better." My voice cracks and I start tearing up. Parker says nothing and rubs circles on my back. 
"Do you want me to stay?" He says finally, barely whispering over his breath.
I pull away from him, and look him in the eyes. "No. You should do what makes you feel happy."
"I'm canceling the trip." 
My jaw drops, flabbergasted. "Oh, no no no no no. You can't, just go!"
He raises an eyebrow. "I am happy with you, but you clearly don't want me here."
    "Well, I just want a boyfriend that's..... you know, in my videos, and there all the time. Long distance is fine, but the whole not taking the role of supporting me is what throws me off."
    "Maybe that's something."
"Maybe it is."
"Are we.....?"
"done? Uhh, is this a break or a break up?"
"I think we should.... break up." 
At his words, my porcelain appearance shattered. "What happened!?!? We were great! Then emotions had to ruin it!"
"Clearly we can't handle each other's responsibilities."
"CLEARLY!"  I turn to leave then realize what is going on. In a last attempt effort, I slam my lips onto his, then storm out of the room. I go to the living room our temporary apartment and grab my coat. After storming out of the house then realizing that Parker brought me here, I had to call Tyler. 
"What do you want?"
"Hello, it's your lovely sister, pick me up. Now."
"Where are you at?"
"My and Parkers apartment. Luckily you can forget where this place is after you pick me up."
"I won't ask."
"Show up as fast as you can."
    "Be there in five minutes."