02 | Julian Jara

                                    

                                          

You and Julian had been the ideal high school couple that everyone envied and wanted to be. 



                          
Julian was the popular jock, known for being the captain of the basket ball team and you were not in any clique in particular. You were your own person, refusing to be sucked into any of the generic clique, you were your own person and that's what drew Julian towards you.



                          
 But as time went on the relationship between you and Julian slowly began to crumble, you both were now fighting regularly over the tiniest things possible like who left an article of clothing on the floor or about Julian not answering his phone, but one thing was for sure, you loved the boy to bits and what hurt you more is that you were doubting the fact if he felt the same way about you.



                          
You were pacing around your own bedroom, your parents were still out working as they normally returned at 6 PM, it was another day of you two fighting, you hated fighting with Julian but a conversation with him would always lead to shouting and tears.



                          
Today you were fighting because Julian had just told you he was going on the POMS tour next weekend. 






                          
"Julian, this isn't fair on me!" You exclaimed, your left hand cupping your waist as your right hand pushed your hair out of your face. "All you ever do is  ignore me, Why wouldn't you have told me sooner?".






                          
"Look Y/N I don't have time for this crap" Julian hissed as his hand ruffled through his short messy hair. "I have somewhere important to be" he didn't dare look you in the eye.






                          
"So now that's more important than me now? You don't even have that long left before tour and this is what you do with that time?" You questioned raising your eyebrows, as you rested both your hands on you hips.






                          
 "Now you're just putting words in my mouth, look-" before Julian  could continue, you cut him off. "No Julian, that's exactly what you meant, lately I've always been second priority in your life! You're going to miss our senior prom, you know how much that meant to me!"
                          
Julian slammed his fist down onto your messy dressing table, covered with magazines, perfumes and Makeup. The sound of his fist colliding with the table roared throughout the entire bedroom causing you to flinch. 



                          
"CAN YOU STOP PUTTING WORDS INTO MY MOUTH" he erupted, "I AM SO SICK OF US CONSTANTLY FIGHTING, AND OVER WHAT?" he questioned, staring me dead in the eye. 






                          
"MAYBE WE WOULDN'T BE FIGHTING IF YOU ACTUALLY SHOWED THAT YOU LOVE ME ENOUGH TO NOT KEEP SECRETS." You screamed back, "now days it feels as if you have no time for me. We're so distant now, completely different from what we use to be and this just proves it." your voiced cracked towards the end.






                          
"What do you mean I don't show you any love, I'm here now aren't I? If I didn't care do you think I'd of even told you ?" he asked, he folded his arms as he sighed in annoyance.






                          
"YOU ONLY TOLD BECAUSE I FORCED YOU TO, AND NOW YOU'RE LEAVING WITHOUT ANY WARNING FOR MONTHS ON END" You roared as tears cascaded down your rosy cheeks, small sobs escaped your mouth.






                          
"YOU KNOW WHAT, I HAVE NO FUCKING TIME FOR THIS Y/N!" Julian snared, he stormed towards my bedroom door grabbing onto the handle, but before he could leave you called his name. "If you walk out of that door we're done Julian" you managed to say.






                          
 His ocean coloured eyes met yours, they were filled with anger, nothing else. He shook his head and mumbled "whatever" before he turned the knob slamming the door shut. And that was when I realized what a true heartbreak felt like, it was an indescribable pain chewing away agonizingly slow at my heart. I felt sick to my stomach as my face was drenched with hot salty tears. I heard his car rev off and that was when I collapsed to the floor feeling completely and utterly numb.






                          
Julian had left without a second glance, he didn't love you.






                          
but you still love him.






                          
Now here you were, 4 months later at your senior prom alone. Of course you came with a few friends but they were all in relationships so you were sitting alone at the table drinking punch. 



                          
Julian hadn't really tried to contact you, It was never really announced that you both split but he had been pictured with at least 3 different girls and all of his supporters were questioning you. They kind of just guessed something had happened. 



                          
We had been here for a few hours, dancing and drinking but you were sitting down for most of it feeling sorry for yourself. You were missing him a lot, which you really shouldn't because he was the one who walked out on your relationship. 



                          
Julian was currently in Paris on the POMS tour, You kept in contact with Mario and Jovani, most of it was to admit you hadn't lost feelings and to check up on Julian. 



                          
You were snapped from your thoughts when a tap on the microphone sent a buzzing sound throughout the hotel venue "Students please gather round for the announcement you've all been waiting for" everyone smiled nervously "Your Prom Queen of 2016 is.... Y/N Y/L/N" everyone cheered for you as you were hauled onto the stage by many students , your principle hands you the crown and you place it on your head standing on the stage awkwardly before they carried on "and your prom king of 2016 is... Julian Jara" as with you, everyone cheered but it soon died down when they realised he wasn't here. 



                          
"Y/N please lead on the King and Queen dance" the teachers asked, pushing you into the middle of the dance floor "Would Y'all stop pushing me! and what am I supposed to do? Dance by myself?" I ask, sassily looking around the room. 



                          
"That depends if you'll let me have this dance... my queen " You spun around, almost falling to be faced with Julian, after months. Julian places his hands on your hips and you place yours around his neck "You look beautiful tonight" he smiles "You still look like the asshole who broke my heart" you snap. (A/N: SAVAGE)



                          
"Why are you even here, I thought you were meant to be in Paris at a show tonight?" You ask "I had my brother and Mario make that up, Me and Jovani share an apple account so I was the one texting you not him" You cover up your blushing red face, you were embarrassed that he saw all the stuff you said. 



                          
"I came to apologize, I shouldn't have done what I did and I regretted it since the moment I got on that flight to Dallas. I felt like such a shitty person knowing that the only girl i've ever fallen in love with was back home probably with another guy who was treating her so much better than I did. I saw these girls that looked like you so I asked them out but It wasn't the same. It isn't your beauty that i'm in love with its you. You push me to be a better me and tell me I should always fight for what I want and I want you, I am In love with you baby"



                          
You were almost in tears at him words, you grabbed his face with your small hands and kissed him, letting every emotion both of you had felt in the last 4 months out in that kiss, you pulled away both breathless and placed your head on his chest. 



                          
"I'm in love with you too Julian"