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Hiiiii
                          
I've pretty much got no creative titles or intros anymore lmao
                          
Life is life. Things are awkward and that's okay because awkwardness and uncomfortable situations are inevitable. We are all capable of surviving and fighting for better days. *sending hugs to everyone*
                          
Y'all know my family situation and there's no updates there. 
                          
I've been studying music theory which is fascinating. Anybody else? 
                          
I've been practicing steel drums again and considering getting permits to play music publicly. It would be a good experience plus a guy from the city hall place thing told me street musicians can make a lot of money and said to go for it. 
                          
I might order a binder online and have it shipped to my friend's address so my parents don't find it but how do you wash a binder secretly and how do you you wear one without family noticing?
                          
Swim team has started and I have to sign up for the first meet with my name, gender, and stroke. Fucking shit. 
 I'm not out to people in swim team so I just awkwardly avoid eye contact in the women's locker room but this is my 11th year on this team and they all know me by my birth name and wrong gender. I also can no longer swim my best stroke because of injuries so I don't know what to swim for competitions anymore. Like I was the best at breaststroke and could pretty much beat anyone on any team but now it's painful to swim so I'm screwed. 
                          
I miss dance practice so I'm going to do a bunch of stretching and strength training this summer.
                          
I don't really have much else to say...*flirts with everyone like Captain Jack Harkness*
                          
"Be excellent to each other. And party on dudes!"
-Bill And Ted's Excellent Adventure 
                          
Love ya,
Carter
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