♥08♥ My feelings

                                    

                                          
The moment Hisui was home, that was when Oikawa's smile disappeared during the way back home with Iwaizumi. "Iwa-chan, why did you do what you did back in the train?" 
"I don't know what you're talking about." 
"You do know! You kissed Hira-chan's cheek?" 
"Because she did a good job. It's not often someone do what I ask them in a diligent way."
"I do a good job every day, where is my kiss? You're doing this to make her fall for you!" 
"So? That's still better than what you're about to do! You're borderline two-timing on your girlfriend with Toyohira!" 
"I'm not-" 
"You can deny it all you want, Oikawa, but the way you have been looking at Toyohira is worrying! The way you're looking at her is the way you looked at your girlfriend two years ago!" 
Oikawa doesn't know what to say. He wanted to deny it but he couldn't find the words to refute Iwaizumi's. 
"You're confusing with yourself, Oikawa. You don't love Toyohira, you love the fact that she can play volleyball!" 
Oikawa was very silent the moment Iwaizumi said that. Why did he go silent? Because the day when Hisui performed a perfect Jump Serve, that marked the day when Oikawa's eyes locked onto her entire existence, he entered her world and he willingly allowed himself to sink further in without a care in the world. He couldn't find himself to refute Iwaizumi's words because what attracted him to her was her volleyball skills in the very first place; Hisui arrived in his universe as someone who can bring a smile to his face and also understand the fun in volleyball. 
"Oi, your silence is scaring me." 
"Maybe Iwa-chan is right." Maybe it's not Hisui that he liked, maybe it's the fact Hisui and him were connected through what he loved that made her existence shine brighter than anyone. If that was the case, it's volleyball that he loved, not her. Somehow, his heart felt a little hurt with that...
Iwaizumi thought Oikawa would have stubbornly picked a fight with Iwaizumi over Hisui. Well, at least he wouldn't need to go through a lot of shit just to protect Hisui. "Eh?" Why? Why did knowing Hisui will be protected from emotional pain made him smile? 

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It was Saturday and the Head Coach can tell something was a little off from Oikawa, Hanamaki, and Iwaizumi. He can go as far as to say Oikawa and Iwaizumi seemed a little too quiet.
"Toyohira, come here for a second." The Head Coach heard of Oikawa's request to make Hisui train alongside them as if she's going to be playing as well as her punishment for yesterday. The Head Coach was not against the idea since he thought the girl can use something to distract her from her phone or her PSP, or her dangerous imagination full of NSFW contents. "What do you think?" He asked when he called her over.  
"I think the boys look sexy." 
"...other than their appearance, please."
"Oh, right. Something is a little off. I think there is something in the back of their minds." Hisui was a little worried about Oikawa and Iwaizumi, they looked like they have something worrying them. "Not just them..." She then looked over at Hanamaki, who was laughing at what Matsukawa said. Somehow, Hisui can feel something was not right with him too.
"Toyohira, try and ease whatever they are worried about. Sometimes talking about them makes a person feel better. Since you naturally make people smile, go and do whatever it takes to ease whatever it is that is bothering them." The Head Coach advised her on what to do, and he smiled when he saw Hisui started to make his way to Iwaizumi. 'I see, she will tackle Iwaizumi's problem first. I can see why, he is the pillar of the team after all...'