sixty four (contest chapter)

                                    

                                          
Congrats @joetrohmann! This is your chapter. I didn't put the lyrics into the chapter, but if you compare the lyrics to this chapter, hopefully you can tell that I based this chapter off of it. 
                          


                          
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My bedroom was dark, and I didn't bother standing up to turn on the lights. It was really late, but I couldn't fall asleep. I couldn't stop thinking about Mikey. I was so horrible- I am still horrible to him. 
                          
	I continued to scroll through our conversations on my phone, trying to sense any clues. When did he find out? When did he realize? 
                          
	How long did the both of us live in this, this fantasy? 
                          
	If anything I wish that I could go back to when I was oblivious. To when we both stayed up for hours, talking about lame things. 
                          
	It is driving me crazy, it is killing me. I need to know that he hates me, and I need to change that. 
                          
	I love him. God, I love him. I fucking love Mikey Way, and he hates me. I don't care if I am talking to Mikey from school, or my Mikey, the I just want to talk to him. He is funny, adorable, and just... Mikey. 	
                          
	He is Mikey, and I want to be with him. 
                          
	I want the both of us to let go of everything just for tonight. If we both let down our guards, if Mikey was able to see the real me, would he stay with me? Just for tonight. I don't care if he didn't want to sit by me, I just want to talk to him. 
                          
	I believed in Mikey. I hope that at one point, he believed in me. Now? 
                          
	I don't know what I believe in anymore. 
                          
	How could I have fooled myself like this? How did I not see that it was him? How did could I fall in love with him? 
                          
	My bedroom was still dark, and Mikey wasn't going to show up professing his love for me. He wasn't going to do it, so I had to.   

                          
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