Tragedy the only thing I could think about at the moment and not just one tragedy but two one right after the other. For the past few days we have all been thinking that things are too good to be true and right when we are at our happiest we are put in a situation where we don't want to even come out of our locked rooms but we do because we need to show strength and also give hope that things will get better even if it takes a long time.
That's the feeling we have all had since last weekend. We had been doing great with our shows and we were having so much fun but on Friday night when Normani sent us that group text about what had happened in Orlando after the Before You Exit concert. We all froze. I remember being cuddled up to Lauren while we watched a movie to relax from the hectic day and then when we heard our phones we had immediately grabbed them. The text had been bone chilling and with reason. It had happened just out side of the venue they had played in only moments ago and then some stupid idiot who was filled with hate thinks that he can just end a life because he feels like it. We were very worried that is for sure because when Normani had texted she just said that Christina had been shot and that she was in critical condition; when we woke up the next morning though that was not the same story. We found out the news through social media that she had not made it and that broke us even more. It had affect Normani and Ally the most since; like Christina they are very into their faith and for them to read that the reason she was killed was because of that simple fact it sickened us all. So again I questioned how could someone be filled with so much hate and destruction.
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"Camz please talk to me?" I hear Lauren say from next to me but I can't I'm to scared that if I open my mouth the only thing that will come out are sobs
"Please Camila talk to me I know everything that's going on is hard but please talk to me" She says to me and all I do is turn to look at her with tear filled eyes
"Come here" is all she says after looking at me and pulls me into her arms making me let out my tears
"Camz I know this sucks okay I get it I know this is horrible. I know but we need to move forward. what happened was tragic and horrible that a person like that had so much hate for someone who never did a thing to them and only spread love but now we have to do the same we have to show that hate is not going to win in this but that love is the biggest weapon of all. Normani already knows what she is doing tonight during our set and we both know that every artist out there today that has a show will be doing the same. I promise that I won't let you fall tonight babe but you got to at least try with us in getting out there. Plus Troye is here and I know he makes you feel better when you are sad" Lauren says knowing that my new found friend ship with Troye has in fact done me some good
"I guess but can we just be alone for a little bit I'm not ready to share you with our fans just yet" I say holding on to her a little tighter
"What ever you want princesa" She says giving me a small kiss on my forehead
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"Okay Ladies so we have new security measures set in place starting today. Armando will not be your only security anymore from now on you will have 3 including Armando. Now as for your Moms who join you they will be with the management team in the back they can not follow you around like they use too. After the incident last night with Christina Grimmie all security has been put on high alert so just get use to seeing more cops then usual and also get use to not being left to talk with Fans for so long because we will not allow it. This is for your safety so do not fight me on this" Will says while we are all in the Van waiting to arrive to the venue of our show tonight
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Is She Lost? (Camren)
FanfictionShe was losing her best friend she just knew but it looks like her best friend wasn't noticing. She wasn't just losing her friend she was losing the girl she fell in love with. She couldn't understand why they were so hurt when it wasn't even her...
