Part 34

                                    

                                          
A/N: im changing cassandra's age from 4 to 5
                          
Chres POV
                          
when i woke up shaniia wasnt by my side and i knew what that meant.  instead it was cassandra sittin watching me sleep with dried up tears on her face
                          
me:baby were you crying
                          
casey nodded her head
                          
me: why were you crying
                          
me: because i wanted mommy and she wasnt hear when i woke up
                          
i knew who she was talking about and it wasnt cassidy
                          
chres: casey listen thats not your mommy okay 
                          
casey: i know but i feel better calling her mommy 
                          
me: hey how about you go wash up and i'll fix breakfast
                          
casey: okay 
                          
she went to do get dress. i was cooking. when she came downstairs she sat down and i put her food on her plate and she began to eat
                          
me: you like?
                          
casey: its okay. but its not better than mommy's pancakes
                          
me: whatever.
                          
i went in the living room and watched some tv then i got a phone call 
                          
*phone convo*
                          
me: hello 
                          
cassidy: hi chres
                          
chres: wassup
                          
cassidy: i was wondering if you and cassandra wanted to go to the park with me
                          
i looked in the kitchen and looked at casey
                          
me: i guess we can do that
                          
cassidy: okay i'll meet you there 
                          
*end of convo*
                          
me: hey case
                          
casey: yes. then she came in the living room. 
                          
me: wanna go to the park with me and your mom?
                          
casey: sure 
                          
me: your real mom
                          
casey: i guess. she said annoyed
                          
we end up leaving and meeting cassidy at the park me and cassidy were playing with cassandra and then went to play by herself
                          
cassidy: she's full of energy huh
                          
me: who you tellin you only got the day with her
                          
cassidy: yeah i know
                          
me: cassidy tell me something
                          
cassidy: yeah
                          
me: why did you leave
                          
she sat down and put her head down
                          
cassidy: well, it was because i was having cassandra. i didnt know what to do, i was young, i was dumb, i knew i wasnt going to have any help. and i didnt tell you because i thought you would leave
                          
me: but you knew i would help. then why did you leave her withme
                          
cassidy: then i was broke at the time. i had no money. you had money and i knew and grandma august could give her a better life then i could. then she began to cry.
                          
me: look stop crying
                          
i held her as she cried in my chest and then she looked up at me then i looked at her. we both leaned in. once apon a time cassidy was my life and was the only thing i cared about and for her to come back to me was unbelieveable. i was bout to kiss her than i thought. would this be fair to shaniia. the image of her face came to my mind. i cant hurt her this way. then i pulled away before our lips met and got up. 
                          
me: cassidy i cant do it. Cassandra lets go
                          
then casey ran over to me.
                          
casey: were leaving
                          
me: yeah tell your mom bye
                          
casey ran up to cassidy and hugged her and gave her a kiss on the cheek
                          
casey: bye mommy i love you
                          
cassidy: bye and i love you too 
                          
then we went to the car and got in and left.
                          
casey: daddy?
                          
me: yes
                          
casey: are you and mommy gonna get back together?
                          
i puased
                          
casey: are you?
                          
me: casey for right now me and shaniia are together and thats all that matters right now
                          
casey: good. because i dont want you to break up with mommy
                          
me: casey whats makes you think of this
                          
casey: well i saw you and mommy when i was playing that you were gonna kiss her but you didnt
                          
me: i'll get you 1 scoop of ice cream if you dont mention this to babygirl?
                          
casey: make it 4 
                          
me: 2 in a bowl
                          
casey: 3 in a cone and i wont say that yall were touchy touchy either. she said with an evil grin on her face and raised her eyebrows at me.
                          
if you didnt know any better, you would have thought that casey was shaniia's daughter. she was like shaniia in so many ways. the way casey just did me was the way shaniia did me 3 days ago. she was a big impact on casey's life
                          
me: deal
                          
casey: see amp taught me how to do that. she said with a smile
                          
me: remind me to be there when she teaches you how to get over on me okay. then casey laughed.
                          
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