Breathing from my air

                                    

                                          
Lost in the edge 
With no more supplies of my time 
Trying not to fall 
Till get your mouth.
                          
I tried to behave
But every bullet was against me
I had to stop them 
And throw away.
                          
I have no pain
You are the only one 
Who killed my sense,
No more sadness,
No more false tears,
No more shouting, cries.
                          
Don't come back now 
Asking for peace 
You wanted to die in the war field,
Don't trust on me
I can't be loyal 
I'll hurt you when you turn around.
                          
Don't pick up the phone 
I could affect your delicate ears 
With dirty sharp words
Getting your soul.
                          
Cover your eyes 
From unwanted past scenes
Grabbed in my bones,
Shown in my hands.
                          
Don't be so scared
Are you trembling?
Tell me why, tell me it,
You're avoiding you part 
Don't turn back now 
See my heart turning off.
                          
I ran away
I hid my way
Of those dark nights,
My bloody tears 
From open wounds
Supplicated you to stay alive.
                          
Shoot now
Be determined 
Don't show me those swear drops
Stop the waiting
Stop sending me your breathing.
                          
Do you see?
You can't do it 
Your arms can't even follow your mind
You are alone 
Too far away 
From any chance of victory.
                          
Why don't you throw away your madness?
Why are you so ununderstandable?
Your ship was sunk 
But you were still there 
Breathing from my air
Fighting against water 
Like an innocent beast.
                          
7th June 2016