flashback!

                                    

                                          
angels flashback:
                          
' oh angel pick yourself up off the ground! i didn't even hit you that hard. YOUR  just being a pussy. god don't you see YOUR the reason i do this. YOUR the reason this ever happens. you always find some way to anger me and that's why i do it. can't you just be a normal person for once!'
                          
YOUR!YOUR!YOUR!
                          
these are the only words that stick out to me. 
                          
its as if he is blaming me for doing what he did. he is the one that hit me. i only dropped a plate. i could easily replace it. it was a plain white one that you get from tescos so its not expensive or special.
                          
' i-i am sorry. damian you dont understand i didnt mean to drop it. it slipped out of my hand. please i sai-' before i could finish my sentance he has punched me in my face. i can taste blood. ' no please im sorry' again he punches my but this time in the stomuch. then i drop to my knees and he kicks me in the ribs. i can't breathe. i can taste more blood with everytime he punches me or kicks me. 
                          
sorry but..
                          

                            
                              
                                
                                
                              
                            
                            
                          
                          
after the 15th kick i can't feel it anymore. im numb. i go limp and i can only see blackness. when i wake up i see flashing lights and a paramedic standing over me. damian. he is there next to me. he is stroking my hand and telling me it will all be ok. he is telling the paramedic that somebody burst into the home and started beating me, he said he tried to stop it but he was to strong and thats why theres a smashed plate, he said he tried to hit the attacker but missed and thats why he has a black eye. 
                          
LIER!
                          
LIER!
                          
LIER!
                          
all i can think is the lies he has told. why would he do that. beat me up then make it seem like he is the innocent god like hero who tried to help. i try to speak but i can't i can only taste blood and then i get plunged into darkness once again. when i wake up i see a doctor and some nurses all standing over me.' careful to touch her to much, apparently she was rapped and we need to save the DNA evidence.' 
                          
rape
                          
oh my god did he actualy go as far to rape me?
                          
did he actualy do this?
                          
i thought he would just beat me up then tell some sob story to get people to believe him but no, he is trying to cover his tracks. i haven't done anything wrong. what did i do to deserve this? i smashed a plate. well maybe it was my fault. maybe it was me, i knew he had a bad temper. i should have just left him to cool off. this was my fault, not his. 
                          
oh god why am i blaming myself. it was him not me. him not me. HIM NOT ME!
                          
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2 days later
                          
' look shes opening her eyes' i hear one voice say. its my sister ruby. ' angel, c'mon you can do this. we are all waiting fr you. please just open your eyes.' i hear another voice, its lucy. oh god they are here. i can't belive it. i have to open my eyes. i have to tell them. ' yes, come on angel. you have to wake up' that is a voice that i understand stright way, its adrian. ' oh look her eyes are opening. algel we are all right here. you can do this. you can't do this to us.' i hear ruby say as i hear sobbing then i open both of my eyes even though they are swolen and brused. i try to speak but my throat is so dry and raspy nobody can understand me. ' quickly get her some water!' and i see adrian quickly rush out the room and come back with some water. once i clear my throat i feel adrians hand on my wrist. to the others it looks like he is holding it but to me he is squeezing me very tightly. 
                          
i clear my throat and say ' stop'. i get a weird look from everybody in the room. ' get away from me. please get away. now' everybody is still looking at me to see who im talking to then i look directly at adrian. ' you did this to me. you almost killed me. get off me!' my family are all giving me weird looks and suggesting that its me coming out of the coma and thats why im acting weird. thats when i look at lucy and she stands up. ' no no listen. i dont think you guys understand what she is saying. this is not the coma talking. adrian get away from her. i knew you hit her in the past but to go this far. she always told me it was nothing but this time it is the last straw. do you really think i don't belive me best friend over a scrawny little boy?' i give lucy a small smile but it hurts alot. suddenly adrian stands up and shouts at lucy whilst grabbing her arm leaving fingerprints on her. ' adrian. stop. your hurting me!' 
                          
 suddenlyhe lets gohen he looks over the my family who all are shocked. my sister ruby stands up and goes over to adrian ' oh my god. the finger prints you just left on lucy. they look like the ones on angel. oh my god it was you! what the fuck. you dirty bastard you deserve to be shot! your going to prison for a long time for doing this! i swear to go if you dont get the fuck away from my sister then i will do to you exactly what you did to my sister. quick go get the police in hear.!' and before i knw it adrian is in handcuffs. finally im safe. no more adrian bossing me around and no more violence. im finaly safe.
                          
im finally safe..