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  "Yoongi... You're acting strange, it's kind of scaring me," Hoseok looked at me holding a fork in his hand. We all sat at a round table eating breakfast. I had a small smile and was eating my food without complaining.

  "What, do you not want me to be like this?" I dropped my smile and looked him in the eyes. He quickly shook his head. I thought so.

  "No, it's not that I just want to know why you changed so quickly..." He implied. The others put in nods or 'mmhm's.

  "I don't know, I just realized that I shouldn't be upset..." Lies... I have plenty of reasons to be upset.

  "That's good for you, Yoongs," Namjoon flashed a smile at me. I smiled back.

  Smiling is weird. I haven't really done it much... Like you are showing happiness through moving muscles. Usually when I move my muscles I'm anything but happy.

  "So what's on our agenda today?" Jungkook spoke after shoving eggs into his mouth.

  "Don't talk with your mouth full, and we get a day off. Jimin you are on grocery duty today," Jin spoke. Jimin nodded and looked at me.

  "Wanna join?"

  Sure, liar, I would love to join you.

  "Sounds good," I put eggs into my mouth.

  I'm probably going to have to throw this all up soon, my stomach is feeling like a complete mess and I feel like I'm going to explode. Thankfully Taehyung decided to get up because he was finished and the others followed, so it wasn't suspicious when I left to get up to go to the bathroom.

  I made my way there and sat in front of the toilet. I stuck my fingers down my throat and let the eggs spill out. I flushed the toilet and sat down on the bathroom floor for a minute. Never eating that much again.

  "Yoongi, hurry up! I gotta peeee!" Taehyung spoke from outside the door.

  "Sorry, I'm coming tae!" I stood up quickly and opened the door. He quickly ran inside and slammed the door. I guess he really had to go.

  "Hey, you ready?" I turned and saw Jimin smiling at me. Ugh, I can never get over that smile. No matter how much he was faking this whole "relationship" I'm still going to treat it like a real one because I can't get enough of him.

  "Yoongi?" I snapped out of my thoughts quickly when Jimin repeated my name.

  "Ah, sorry I was too busy thinking about you," I smiled. What, at least I'm going to be honest here. Other than the whole 'faking a smile thing' I'm doing though.

  "Shut up," Jimin chuckled and we walked off.

  Once we made it to the usual grocery store we split up to get different foods. I was getting the cold foods while Jimin was getting the unrefrigerated foods. I picked up some cheese, meat, milk, ice cream, fruits, vegetables and yogurt for us. I also had to get the toilet paper.

  We met up at the front of the store and we put all of our stuff in one cart.

  "Got everything?" I asked him. He nodded with a smile. I'm tired of all this smiling.

  We payed for all of the groceries and put them in the car. This time we decided not to walk because we knew we would be getting a lot of food today.

  "I will drive," I offered. Jimin just shrugged a little and got in the passenger seat. I put in the key and started the car. I backed out of the parking spot and began to drive off.

  We were quiet as we drove down a few roads then Jimin spoke up.

  "Hey... Um... Are you really okay?"

  Like you care...

  "Yep, just fine," I looked straight ahead at the road.

  "Yoongi, I know you well, I can tell something is wrong..."

  We both fell silent as I tried to think of a way to respond.

  "There's nothing wrong, I'm just adjusting to this new lifestyle. It's pretty great, actually. I mean I feel happier and more productive. For example, I'm releasing my song today," I let out a tiny smile. Hopefully that was convincing enough.

  "Ah that's great, Yoongi! I'm so glad to hear that from you!" Jimin was all happy and he nudged me on the shoulder playfully. Ah why is he so cute... I'm supposed to hate him. Besides, he doesn't even like me... It's all an act.

  "Hey, Jimin," I mentally smirked but on the outside I just let out a tiny grin. Hey, might as well torture him a little.

  "Yes?"

  I mean if he doesn't like me but is forced to do this, might as well make him play the part. Besides, this is a treat for myself.

  "Want to go on a date with me tomorrow?"

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