A | Falling

                                    

                                          
I decided to make another chapter, cause I'm bored =3=...so, I want to try to make it in first person perspective. This is Mafu's POV, enjoy~
                          
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I was walking trough the streets, I feel empty. I stared at the sky, the color of the sky remind me of him. His eyes, his blue eyes. But since that day, I never can see his eyes anymore.
                          
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"I'm home, Soraru-san!" I yelled.
                          
But there's no reply, I know that Soraru-san never intended to reply me, but usually a soft 'Welcome' or just a groan followed. This time, nothing.
                          
"Soraru-san?"
                          
I checked everywhere in the house, but nothing. Suddenly I heard a squeek followed by a thud. I got shivers thinking about mice, but my curiousity of the thud sound get the better of me.
                          
"S-Soraru-san?"
                          
I walked to the attic and turn on the light, as I did...my eyes widened. I cover my mouth and gasp. Tears suddenly appear and trickling down my cheeks.
                          
"So...raru-san...?"
                          
In the middle of the attic, the raven I know, was lying there with a rope on his neck. The rope was bitten off by the mice.
                          
"Soraru-san!"
                          
I litteraly ran to his side to check pulses. But none. I hugged him tightly after I took off the rope from his neck.
                          
"Soraru-san, why? Why did you..."
                          
As on cue, a paper fell from his pocket. I picked it up and read it. I cry harder.
                          
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I stare the piece of paper in my hand, my wrecked hand. After his death, I started to slice my wrist. Slowly, it became an addiction for me. I sigh and decided to read the paper he left for me.
                          
Dear Mafu,
                          
I'm sorry, but by the time you find this, I might be death already.
                          
You're right, Soraru-san
                          
You might be wondering why I did this, right? Haha, it's very easy to know what you're thinking.
                          
And you hit it right...
                          
The reason I do this is because I just got sick of this world. No one really understand me, except you, Mafu.
                          
That's right, you also...the only one who understand me.
                          
When I confess to you, I thought that you'll reject me, like others. But you don't...and I'm gratefull for that.
                          
That time was a happy day for me. I mean...I got confessed by someone I love.
                          
I thought that this pain will go away once I'm with you, and I'm right. But whenever I'm not with you, I felt like I'm falling into darkness more and more.
                          
Hey, do you know?...
                          
I don't want to drag you down with me. So I kill myself.
                          
Do you know what you've done to me?
                          
I'm very sorry to leave you, but I can't drag you with me. You might fall like I did.
                          
But I did...I fell already. I fell too deep...
                          
Hey, Mafu, after reading this...please, live...for me.
                          
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry...
                          
I guess this is goodbye...I love you Mafu
                          
Your dearest,
Soraru
                          
I smiled bitterly, facing down from a bridge. With tear fell down like a waterfall, I clutch my throbbing chest.
                          
"I'm sorry, Soraru-san...I can't keep the promise"
                          
And everything went black.
                          
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Polices and paramedics were stnding on the bridge. With so many commotion, the bridge was full of people. The paramedics walked to the ambulance, with a body on the strecther. The pale skin of a hand letting go a peace of wet paper. The white hair blow from the wind.
                          
I'll do everything to meet you again, Soraru-san...I love you.
                          
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Why should I make this chapter? I kinda suck at angst...it's terrible. Anyway..thanks for reading this chapter.