"You changed yourself because of the bullies?"
                          
"Yes Louis." he nodded. "But I got out of my funk and you should too. At least I'm trying to take care of you and at least you get a break from all the pain like I never did."
                          
"I get that what you went through was hell, but having someone who thought loved you turn out to be an evil cunt is worse Niall. I was embarrassed in front of the entire school! Everyone knows he didn't actually love me. Harry dared him to be with me and Liam did it without any problem. That was horrible."
                          
"Wow." Niall said backing up a bit. "Fuck you Louis." he said and then turned and ran up the stairs slamming my door shut. 
                          
"Wait Niall!" I yelled but he didn't come back. 
                          
I got up and ran upstairs. I heard the front door slam shut and I looked out the window to see Niall backing out of the drive way with my car. 
                          
"Fuck." I groaned and then turned around to head to the kitchen. 
                          
I didn't mean to sound so rude or self centered, but I mean I could be diseased. I could maybe never get a job again if my employers ever found that video. Niall just got made fun of because of weight and being Irish. He lost the weight, he's hot as hell, has a cheerleader girlfriend, and is kinda popular. I think he's good. 
                          
But I'm fucked. 
                          
I got a water bottle from the kitchen and then made my way to the living room. Right when I sat down I heard a knock. 
                          
I got up and answered the door. When I did I went to slam it back shut but it didn't close. I looked down and saw a shoe was in the way.
                          
"Go away Harry." I said after I opened it back up.
                          
"Louis please talk to me." Harry signed eager. 
                          
"No Harry." I said shaking my head. "You fucked up. Bad."
                          
"I know I fucked up and I'm sorry. Please forgive me."
                          
"How the fuck am I suppose to do that Harry? You made Liam ruined me. How am I ever supposed to trust you or Liam again? How am I ever supposed to trust anyone ever again? You don't understand what you did to me."
                          
"I'm sorry."
                          
"Sorry isn't going to cut it this time." I said closing the door but he stopped it again. "Harry, if my moms see you they are going to kick you're sorry ass and then call the cops for harassment."
                          
"I know but I just feel so bad."
                          
"Good. It serves you fucking right."
                          
Harry looked at me with a giving up face.
                          
"Louis what can I do to make you forgive me."
                          
"Die."
                          
"Seriously Louis."
                          
"Leave me alone and then I'll be happy."
                          
"I thought we were being friends. Why are you throwing me out?"
                          
"You know why! Friends don't lie and dare someone to date you and make you feel loved to then through it in your face and laugh at you in front of everyone while they kiss someone else. You're so sick."
                          
"I can't tell you how many times that I'm sorry." 
                          
"Well save it because I do not care." I said and then shut the door. Harry didn't try to keep it open this time. 
                          
I sighed and leaned my head against the door. I could still hear Harry breathing on the other side of the door. 
                          
"Harry go away."
                          
"Harry?" I heard when the door then opened. 
                          
"Mom?" I asked and then looked to see that Harry was out of sight after mom walked all the way through.
                          
"Was Harry here Louis?" she asked looking upset.
                          
"No." I said shaking my head. 
                          
"Then why did you say for him to go away when I came into the house?"
                          
"I thought he was here." I said hugging myself.
                          
How did he get away so quick?
                          
"Oh honey." she frowned and gave me a hug. "Go take a hot shower and I'll bring you some chili alright?"
                          
"Alright." I nodded and let go. 
                          
I turned and made my way down stairs for a relaxing shower. I needed one after this long and terrible day.
                          
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