Imagine your break up

                                    

                                          
Today was supposed to be the happiest day of your life. You were supposed to be happy and out there laughing with your family and friends.
                          
But instead here you sat all alone in your wedding dress in this empty room with nothing but your thoughts and regrets as company.
                          
You knew this was going to happen, you could see it coming from miles and miles away. But you just didn't want your heart to believe that it could possibly be true.
                          
Marshall had been your best friend since y'all were eleven.
                          
You grew up together along with Proof and Kim and you were always up for any crazy idea or adventure they had in plan.
                          
And some how along the way you fell in love with Marshall knowing his heart belonged fully to Kim.
                          
It hurt at first trying to comprehend that you could never truly be his..but once he divorced Kim not once but twice you thought maybe you had a chance to make him see that you were always going to be the one beside him.
                          
So you let yourself fall for him and he seemed to accept your love and attentions and everything was fine.
                          
Until he asked you to marry him.
                          
Crazy right? That was supposed to be the best day of your life..but that quickly turned into a day that you would never forget for all the wrong reasons.
                          
As your wedding day got closer he seemed less and less interested in how it was all supposed to be and looked.
                          
Kim started coming over more claiming she was trying to help with the wedding when all she was really doing was stealing your future husband away without even realizing it.
                          
You could see the way he looked at her, a way he never looked at you. You could see when he talked about how much he loved you, you knew he loved her much more.
                          
And there wasn't a thing you could do.
                          
But lie to yourself and say that you weren't losing him and that you were going to get through this and laugh about how paranoid you were being.
                          
Only, you weren't being paranoid.
                          
Why else would he give you a wedding ring..with her finger measurements?
                          
So here you sat..all alone in your pretty white dress, in your pretty crystal shoes, with your pretty long hair all did up, with your pretty little make up that was running a marathon down your pretty little face.
                          
Yup you were a pretty little disaster.
                          
"Y/N, what's going on you were supposed to be out already?" A familiar voice that wasn't all that familiar spoke worriedly.

                          
"Why would you lie to me?" You hoarsely reply.
                          
"What?" He asks a hint of confusion in his voice.
                          
"You told me you loved me and you didn't, so why would you lie to me?" You ask facing his shocked face.
                          
"Y/N, what is going on, why are you crying and talking like a crazy person?" He ask coming closer.
                          
"Cut the crap, your still in love with Kim so why don't you just admit it?" You say trying to compress your anger and grief but was finding it to be quite difficult.
                          
"Kim? What the hell are you talking about?" He says grabbing a hold of your wrist to stare you down in more confusion in worry.
                          
"Your in love with her and you don't even realize it." You say more to yourself then to him.
                          
He shakes his head as he steps back like he was trying to escape the reality you had just set for him.
                          
But you wouldn't let him..not today.
                          
"I'm in love with you, not Kim or anyone else." His voice almost breaks but he catches himself.
                          
"You can tell yourself that Marshall..but unfortunately I don't believe it." You say wiping some more tears from your face that was becoming less and less pretty as you went along.
                          
"You should." He snaps.
                          
"Why for we can get married only to divorce each other 2 months later?" You say reminding him of how he did Kim.
                          
"That won't, that would never happen!" He angrily replies.
                          
"Just stop Shady, I can't listen to any more of this." You say getting up along with your dress that was still shining in all of it's pure glory. "I've loved you my Entire life, and I thought maybe just maybe you could possibly learn to love me..if not just a little. But now I see I was stupid to think that I could possibly compete with her..she's absolutely beautiful and everything i'm not in your eyes." You say feeling jealously rear it's ugly head.
                          
He says nothing but the cold look on his face says just about everything.
                          
It's guilt.
                          
You go up to him and place the wedding ring that was to big for you in his hand and give him a quick peck on the cheek.
                          
"Don't worry, you always be my best friend." You whisper as you make your way to the exit leaving your memories and your dreams behind you as you look forward to a new day that will bring tears..but also a sense of joy.
                          
You freed him and that's enough for you to smile.
                          
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Hey sorry for not posting but I was trying to find a prom dress for a prom i've been invited to by this boy. :) So yeah i will try to keep my updates up from now on! So be patient. Hopefully this chapter didn't send you to many tears. But it was quite sad..but also a good realistic imagine I think.