every one starred at me and i didn't notice that i had a couple of tears down my cheeks and that Brandon was hugging me but i pushed away slightly and found the strength to move on
                          
"so i was with my mum back in England and we were sitting at the table with candle light only because well the power went out and we just sat and chatted but then all the candles blew out and i could feel my mum tense up Right next to me"
                          
"i saw a glow coming from down the hall and i pulled my mum closer to me and she asked me what was happening and i told he rot be very quiet but i knew that wouldn't help"
                          
"i knew i would fear when BM would come because in my dreams a very horrible thing happened"
                          
i stop to take a breather because i felt short of breath and then Stacy asked what was the dream about and i said i would tell them then continue on"
                          
"my dream , i felt like i was falling but something stopped me it wasn't a hand or a arm it was a chain holding on to my foot and i looked up to have found BM"
                          
"i screamed at her ot let me go but she wouldn't then she had my mother and i didn't know what to do when she tossed my mother off and i tried to reach for her but bloody Mary had a grip on me now"
                          
"all i could do was scream as i watched my mothers body disappear, and of course i knew this was real but it wasn't because i felt my mum shaking me"
                          
"i woke up to my stuff every where and i had tears streaming down my cheeks my mum stared at me and i began to cry and she hugged me telling me its alright"
                          
that was the end of my dream and they all had tears of some what in their eyes and Jill motioned to me to continue with my story and i knew i had to find the will to
                          
"so my mum and i were in the kitchen and my mother was scared and i was too because i dreaded this day would never come that my mum and i could move back to the us and every thing would be alright"
                          
"but that didn't happen and finally bloody Mary was right in front of us and she screamed I WISH I WOULDN'T HAVE TO DO THIS MARCY BUT SHE CAME BETWEEN US AND SHE SHOULD HAVE STAYED AWAY"
                          
"i shoved my mum be hind me and i screamed back at BM " you leave her alone you bi..", i wasn't able to finish because BM threw me across the room and i  landed against some thing glass and it shattered and i could feel some thing warm trickle down my back and i heard my mum scream and i looked up but i shouldn't have"
                          
"my mum was screaming and she began to run for me but BM picked her up and carried her over to me and she screamed " NOW WATCH HER DIE THEN WE CAN BE TOGETHER FOR EVER MARCY"
                          
"i felt tears down my cheeks form the pain and i was afraid i was truly afraid and i could see it in my mothers eyes too because she was scared bit she didn't fight"
                          
"my mother was now on the ground again but... frozen by BM and she still screamed but BM starred straight into my mothers eyes then my mother fell limp right next to me then bloody murder disappeared"
                          
"i screamed my mums name over and over but she wouldn't awake and i found my strength to pull my self over to her and she felt cold and i knew she was gone"
                          
"i felt like that i should just lie here next to her and die because i knew i could because i felt like i was loosing all my bloody but i knew my mum wouldn't feel it was right"
                          
"so i found amazingly strength to pull my self to the table and i reached for my phone and dialed 991 (that was the number in England) "
                          
"i then heard the operators voice "991 how may i help you " and i said " my mother is dead and i am bleeding very badly and that i feel faint" the operator asked me where i was and i told her our address and she told me to stay on the line with her"