Chapter 24

                                    

                                          
Alyssa's POV
                          
I just stare at him and look over his shoulder to see the very powerful and scary man sitting on the edge of the table smiling at me.  I then turn backwards and see Harry looking at me with curious and sad eyes.
                          
I avert my eyes quickly and look at Louis. "Are you okay?" He asks and wipes my cheeks.
                          
I nod my head and motion to the man behind me. "Right. So um..... You know how we had those girls chasing us in the mall and at the skating ring?"  He asks as he moves to go sit down at the table.
                          
I nod my head and turn around looking to see if Harry was still here but he wasn't. I turn back around and walk towards the table. I sit down opposite of them.
                          
"Well. i don't know if you have noticed yet but.... Me and the boys are the biggest boyband in the world." Louis says and I instantly freeze in my spot.
                          
Does that explain every glare and mock I've gotten when we were out in public. And why those girls hated me? I keep my head buzzing with question barely even noticing that Louis was talking still.
                          
"Okay so I should probably introduce myself." The powerful man starts. "I am Simon Cowell or as the boys would call me Uncle Simon. I'm their manager. I plan every gig and all of the things they do for publicity." Okay that sounds like a lot of work. And from the few days or weeks i guess, the boys are pretty wild and immature on some levels.
                          
Wait...... did he just say he tells them what to do for publicity? I suddenly dart my eyes towards Louis. Only to see that he has been staring at me the whole time.
                          
Then without even thinking I get up and walk out of the room. Why does my life have to be such a hassle? I can hear Louis calling my name but I'm not really paying attention to him. The voices in my head are too loud.
                          
I suddenly feel something hit my hand. It's a tear drop. I didn't even know I was crying. I furiously wiped my eyes and continued down the hall to my room. I notice Liam and knows he spots me too.
                          
"Aw. Babygirl. What's wrong?" He asks and crouches in front of me. I shake my head and try to walk away but he keeps a strong hold on my arms. "Tell me what's wrong?" He tries again hurt evident in his eyes.
                          
I hear someone walking well more like running up the stairs. "Alyssa! Why did you just get up and walk away? That was very rude of you. Now go apologize!" Louis yells at me.
                          
I was fighting to get out of Liam's grip and when I finally got out I ran into my room and shut the door locking it.
                          
I walk over to bed like a zombie. I feel dead. Sometimes I wish I was dead. Then I wouldn't have to be worried about anything anymore.
                          
When I make it to my bed, I sit there and listen to the thoughts in my head. And I don't think they are good thoughts. They suddenly started getting louder and louder. Taunting me with something that would always relive me.
                          
I promised myself I wouldn't do it. I won't relapse. I tell myself and them. Then it felt as if they were screaming right next to my ears.
                          
I suddenly started screaming. I felt as if I was being picked up thrown across the room because I feel something hit my back. My eyes were closed shut as if I couldn't open them. And in all honesty I didn't want to open them.
                          
And when I did. I screamed. There was a girl in front of me. I've seen her before. She was my imaginary friend from when I was little.
                          
But now she was totally different. Instead of her blonde hair she had jet black with torn clothing. She had a devious smirk on her face. She started moving towards me, the smirk never leaving her face.
                          
I screamed and backed up towards the wall. When I couldn't back up anymore and she finally reached me, she grabbed my hand and pulled me towards my bathroom.
                          
I was thrown to the floor and she was right in front of my face. I never stopped screaming. I could hear the pounding on the door.
                          
A few minutes later I feel hands wrapped around my throat shortening my breath. I soon hear a door open the front and I dropped to the floor.
                          
I didn't even notice that cabinets were open and my razor was on the floor. I hear the bathroom door open. "Oh my God! Alyssa!" I heard Louis say. Suddenly I am being picked up off the floor and cradled into his chest.
                          
I also didn't notice I had scratches all over my arms. After being held in his chest for about 5 minutes, I just started crying. He soon starts walking somewhere and sits down on what feels like a bed.
                          
"Do you wanna talk about it?" He asks. I shake my head no while sniffing. "Okay. We'll talk about it later. Yeah?" He says. I don't respond.
                          
He soon lays down and rubs small circles on my back. I listen to the sound of his heartbeat trying to calm down. 
                          
Surprisingly it works and now I'm just tired. I feel my eyes start to close. And I fall asleep letting the darkness and nightmares take over.
                          
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