Chapter 3: "relationship goals" and misunderstanings

                                    

                                          
This morning someone said "Relationship Goals." I turned to Cam and said. "We are relationship goals." Okay so Cam's 5'4 and I'm like 5'1-5'2ish, or at least I think so, I'm not sure. But that's beside the point. All of our friends think that we're a cute couple, and I don't know if there just saying that, or if they really mean it, so yeah. And I don't know how bad the rest of the world is for most kids, like me, and Isabella. It seems that the world is changing, but I'm not sure if it's for the better, or for the worse. I will tell this to my 8th grade friends, try and figure out who you are, and who you want to be, that way u know what music u want to listen to, and what your style is going to be. I've learned from experience, it's not easy to find your self, and you may think that yourslef, but that may not be the you, that you want to show. For those people who don't understand what that means, it means you might think you know yourself, but you could also be ignoring the fact that you don't know who you really are. I know a lot to think about, but it's true. I still haven't quite figured out who I am, but I have an idea on who I don't want to be. I don't want to be that person who gets excited over everything a famous person posts on Instagram. I also don't want to be that person who thinks that they rule the school, a.k.a. my real sister. I'm guessing you get the picture. Its so hard to understand what people are going through, unless you are going through it yourself, I for one have been through it all. I have had depression, and I have gone through the feeling of sorrow, but I also understand what it's like to be dieing, but I haven't actually died. Its a hard concept to understand, but I do. I'm also about done with the girls at my school, all they talk about is make-up, boys, hair, and there "personal issues". Right you broke a nail, big deal. I've been through hell and back, you don't know what it feels like to be in real pain, and I'm sure other people have the so called "preppy kids" at school. You know the kids that think they are so important, and despreat to get in everyone's pants? My real sister is one of them. I get physically bullied at home, by her, because she's older she thinks that the world revolves around her, grow up, and look at what damage your really doing to your own sister. I guess you could say that some people are misunderstood, like me, but it's true, and if your one of those people, than here's some advice. They don't know you, and they are just jealous, that they can't be themselfs, like you are.