George Pov
I hadn't moved for 4hours it was now dark but i was happy i couldn't see anything. Every time i looked up i saw something that reminded me of Daisy and the memory would reply in my head. Like looking at the sofa and remembering tickling Daisy and her laughter filling up the silent room Or when i looked at the barbie house i remember playing with the barbies only 2days ago before we went out fore a family day to swimming.
Every time i remembered something it was a painful reminder i wont get to see Daisy again and she isnt my daughter. I was slowly loosing it. I couldn't cope. I was still crying im surprised my body can produce so many tears. I didn't know what to do for the best. I couldn't move i felt froze to this spot where i fell the moment the door was shut.
After another 30minutes of not moveing I needed the toilet so i lifted my head from my hands and tryed to stand up on my shaking legs. I slowly got up and wipped my eyes so that i could see and forced myself to go to the toilet. When i passed the mirror i looked at my reflection and i looked terrible my eyes were red and puff and were slightly blood shot. My cheeks were burning red and i could see my cheeks glistening from the tears. My hair was sticking up because i ran my hand through it to many times. I huffed and went to the toilet. One i was finished i washed my hand and went to bed.
I couldn't sleep, i was still fully dressed on top of the covers. I stared at the plain white ceiling. All i could think about was Daisy. I cannot believe that yesterday we were at JJs bbq party as a happy family. Now i wont get to see Holly or Daisy again ive lost my daughter and the love of my life. I know Daisy isnt my daughter but to me she is, and its going take a while for it to sink in she isn't my little girl and she is someone elses.
THE NEXT DAY
It was 7am when i turned over and looked at the clock for what felt like the hunderthuth time , i hadn't been sleep. I was still staring at the ceiling i knew i had to ring my family. I had to break the news to my dad that Daisy isnt his grandaughter and that Daisy isnt my little girl. I know this is going to kill them and affect everyone like it has me but i have to tell them before the story leaks, i know it will happen i haven't got a private life anymore and i don't want my family finding out by a magazine.
I picked up my phone and clicked my dads name
*Morning*My dad said sounding really happy for this time in the morning
*Morning* I said trying my hardest not to bottle it up and put the phone down
*George whats the matter, is everything ok* My dad said i could hear the worry in his voice
*No dad* I said and started to cry
*What is it George whats happened? is everyone ok*
*Its Daisy*
*O no she isnt hurt is she* My dad responded quickly
*No shes not hurt but* i stopped trying find the best way to break the news
*But what George*
*Shes not mine dad* i cried into the phone, my dad didn't respond for a few seconds
*Im so sorry George, i really am son im coming to London*
*No dad, can i come home for a few days*
*Of course you can , do you want me come drive pick you up*
*No i will drive down*
*See you soon George i love you*
*Love you to dad*
I didn't want to stop in this house full of memories, i wanted go back home with my family. I didn't care about all the meetings i was suppose to be going i need to be around my family. I also didn't want to be in London where there are loads of fans i needed to be alone. I packed a small suitcase to last me a few days and started on my way back to my hometown.
I know this chapter is abit crappy :-/ they will get longer and better again i promise just dont want rush anything because nothing happens over night in real life :) Please vote and comment
