But believe me when I say this, you, Niall, Louis, Harry and Zayn have been one of the best things that has ever happened to me. You guys are amazing, and I'd never ask for a better family. I know you guys are about me a lot, and I-I've never really had that many people around me that care about me. It's an awesome feeling, and I love you guys for that."
                          
I look at Liam who has tears running down his face. I get up on my knees and wrap my arms around his neck. "I'm sorry that I go completely silent on you guys so often, but it's the way I deal with everything and you have to understand at least that much," I pull back and look at Liam. He wipes the tears from his eyes and nods. 
                          
"Just promise me you'll at least talk to me at some point about what's bugging you," I bite my lip and nod. 
                          
"Now, scootch. I need to change," I shoo Liam out of the room.
                          
I get up and bring the clothes with me to the bathroom. I slip on my bra and underwear. I pull on a pair of leggings and a long sleeve, fuzzy shirt. I braid my hair and slip on my Uggs. I step out of the bathroom and head out of the room.
                          
I open the door, and Addison is standing outside the door, waiting, as she leans on the wall across from the door. She pushes herself off the wall and steps in front of me. "I heard about Jacob," Addison whispers.
                          
I feel tears well up in my eyes. "You don't even know half of it," I pull my sleeves over my hands and cover my eyes. Addison wraps her arms around my waist and pulls my head to the crook of her neck. I hold my arms to my chest to cover my face. 
                          
I keep tears from rushing down my cheeks. I pull my head up and look at her. "I wanna go home," I whine like a little kid.  
                          
"Then let's roll," Addison turns on her heels. We walk out to the waiting room. 
                          
"Jacob is such a dick. I can't believe I called him my best friend," Addison says. 
                          
"I can't believe I dated him," I laugh.
                          
"Yeah, I mean he's cute, but he's not that cute," Addison teases.
                          
"Yes he was," I poke her side. 
                          
"You were blinded. Couldn't you see how annoying he was?" Addison laughs. 
                          
"Please. He was obnoxious."
                          
"Then why'd you put up with him?"
                          
"Because he put up with me!" I exclaim. Addison chuckles. "I'm serious."
                          
"I'm sure you are, but you are way out of Jacob's league," Addison remarks. I blush. "You're way too pretty for him."
                          
"Oh shut up. Why don't you have a boyfriend? You're super pretty!" I exclaim. 
                          
Addison rolls her eyes. We get into waiting room where the boys are waiting. They stand and engulf me in a hug. "You feeling better?" Louis asks. I nod. 
                          
"We better get heading out," Zayn says. "Paparazzi and fans are starting to gather because some how where we are got out."
                          
We all nod. I jump onto Addison's back. She grunts. "Why?!" She wails. I giggle and lay my head on her shoulder. "You're killing me!"
                          
I am lifted off of of Addison's back. "Don't kill your friends," Louis puts me on his hip. I mock him and roll my eyes. "It's a good life lesson. If you kill your friends, they won't like you any more."
                          
"Really?" I giggle after using a sarcastic tone. "I wouldn't have guessed."
                          
"I just love to pass on my knowledge to the younger, fresh minds," Louis breathes out a sigh of relief. 
                          
We get near the doors to get out of the hospital, and I can hear the screaming of fans. Wow. Just wow. I  bury my head in Louis's neck to hide myself. The fans can be overwhelming especially when they crowd. Plus, they pretty much all hate me for wing an "attention seeker". 
                          
"It's okay, love," Louis rubs my back. I climb down from him so I don't seem like a baby like everyone thinks I am. I find Addison again. 
                          
"Are you going to come back to school?" Addison asks. 
                          
I shake my head. "I don't want to. A lot of people were mean to me," I sigh. 
                          
"But, but! You can't leave me!" Addison whines. 
                          
I frown. "I'm sorry," I whisper. We walk outside, and a wave of screams hits us. "Oh my gosh that's loud," I exclaim. 
                          
"I know," Addison accidentally yells. I giggle.
                          
"We should watch a movie when we get back," I tell her. 
                          
"I have to go home and finish my homework," Addison sighs. I frown. "I have to go now. My mom parked down the street because it was too crowded up here," Addison lets out a chuckle. I give her a hug, and Addison waves goodbye, disappearing into the sea of fans. I stay close to the boys as we get into the car. I sit between Louis and Harry. I snuggle up to Louis as I start to relax. Hopefully all the police officers will go. Hopefully all the hate will go. Hopefully all the pain will go. All I can do is hope because that's all we can do is hope. 
                          
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Hey! Sorry I didn't update yesterday when I said I would....:( my wifi was out at my mom's and I sent that message from my laptop at school. I type on my iPod incase you're wondering. That's why I have a lot of errors sometimes........
                          
Sooooo I didn't get a part in the play...........
                          
BUT! I'm still going strong because now I have a good goal to work forward towards!!!!    Sure, I cried for like five minutes, but I'm allowed to! I got over my stage fright from this audition so I'm proud of myself:) thank you to everyone who prayed for me! 
                          
Again, sorry I haven't really been updating.....high school is hard!!!!! Give me a break! Hehe anywho I am really happy where I am and I'm really straightening out. I'll try and update this weekend, but I'm going to the lake and I have again more homework. 
                          
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~Bella~
                          
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