Early update cuz I'm cool, and so is colleen. *nudge *nudge *wink *wink see what I did there 😂
Jaydes pov
Agents of s.m.A.S.H🙊 GUYS WE NEED TO FLY TO MANILA AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, MICHAEL HAS A BLEED IN HIS BRAIN!! ITS SERIOUS THEY DONT KNOW IF HES GOING TO MAKE IT
I feel numb, numb that's all my body can feel, numbness
I awaken from my daze and fall to the ground, hot tears brimming my eyes. Tyler drops everything and rushes to me, hearing my loud sobs from the kitchen
"Whats wrong " he asks, his words glazed with concern
"..m..Mic..Michael... p..phone..." the feeling of pain, guilt and worry is so excruciating right now that I cannot even form a proper sentence, so I signal to my phone with my shaky hands. Tyler lifts my phone and reads the text, he looks confused at first but then it looks as though he realises how serious this is.
"Oh my God, we need to get you to an airport, right now"
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I arrive at the hospital where Michael has been staying for the past few weeks, tired and exhausted, I had just got off a 6 hour flight from L.A. to manila and I have never been so sleepy in my life. But i have one mission and I will not fail.
I run into the hospital ignoring all of the strange looks and glares that i am receiving, ash had texted me the room number so I didn't have to stop by the front desk, I see a huge cluster of people waiting for the elevator so I decide to just take the stairs, he was only on the 3rd floor so, it wasn't to bad
Once I reach the top of the stairs I Sprint down the hall looking for room 17, once I find it I burst through the door as if it's the last thing I do.
All heads turn to me, in the room is Ashton, Calum, Luke, Karen and Darrel. I then turn my head, seeing a sight that no one would like to see, Michaels limp body lying there lifeless.
I run to his bedside everyone taking a step back and giving me space. "Michael" I sob "no, no please. I'm sorry for everything I did. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. I'm sorry for being selfish and hurting you. I should be in your position right now. No one would care if it was me, you help millions of people become happy, people like you make this world a better place, people like me, do this, and-and take those people out of the world. I would do anything to trade places with you right now, anything, ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING! You may not make it, you not even be able to hear me right now but just know this, I love you, with all my heart, but I don't deserve your love, I just wish that you can wake up and forget about me and find a girl who would never in a million years do the things I did to you, a girl who deserves your love and won't break you. I'm sorry Michael "
"Sis" I hear Calum lowly mumble
"Calum" I sob, I turn around and run to him, his tan tattooed arms wrapping around my curvy frame. I weep and sob while calum rubs patterns on my back reassuringly, no one and I mean no one could beat calums hugs when I'm sad, he always knew how to make me feel better, whispering beautiful sayings in my ear, reminding me of good times so I wouldn't focus on the bad. If it wasn't for Calum, I probably would have had countless mental breakdowns.
"Cal?"
"Yeah"
"Is he gonna be OK?"
"I dont know, jayde, i don't know'
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Our next few days and nights were spent in that hospital. Yes we had hotel rooms that we could have went back to, but none of us wanted to leave Michaels side, incase, you know....
Night after night spent shifting around in an uncomfortable plastic hospital chair. There was one chair that pulled out into a bed but we were rotating it between us all and unfortunately, My turn had not came yet.
During these restless nights my dreams of calum, Luke, Michael and I had returned only this time, I saw everything from Michaels point of view.
It made me feel like such a bad girlfriend because I had never realised just how jealous Michael was of luke. I knew Michael was insecure but I didn't know to what extent. Every time I would even glance at Luke, Michael would tell himself that he was not good enough and that i would never love him.
As I think of it more, Luke was all Michael and I talked about. Michael was always my shoulder to cry on when it came to Luke drama, which was usually him being spotted with a girl and me thinking that I would never get a chance to confess my feelings to him.
But I never thought that Michael was feeling the same thing about me!
He would drop little hints saying that maybe my prince charming was to scared to confess his feelings to me because he was afraid that o wouldn't feel the same, and I know realise Michael was speaking of himself.
He was the murderer in a crime novel, leaving behind hundreds of clues and I, the worst homicide detective you would ever hear about, searching for the 'perfect' criminal, while the real one was under my nose all along
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