36

                                    

                                          
two months later...
                          
Eazy
                          
"Damn that was good!" I said rolling on my back. 
                          
"Mm you know how I get down." Kim said. 
                          
"Yeah okay. Bye." I said throwing her bra outside the door. 
                          
Something's been fuckin' with me lately. I miss Jasmine so much. Last time I saw her was at bar. She was drunk off her ass, so she allowed me to take her to that nigga Pac house. She looked so tired.
                          
 I know anyone else in my place would've apologized, but my pride...my pride has the best of me. Maybe I should call her. 
                          
I'm too tired to call her right now. I'll recharge and then check up on her. 
                          
•
                          
The line rang two times and then I heard her voice. 
                          
"Quit it I'm on the phone!" She laughed. 
                          
She sounds so happy. I miss hearing her laugh, dumb rants, and that humor. 
                          
"Hello?" She answered. 
                          
"Yeah this is Eric. I'm so glad you're okay..I..I..was worried sick about you! I thought someon-" Jasmine cut me off. 
                          
"Bye." She said.  
                          
"Wait! Wait! Don't hang up, please! I just need to tell you something. Something I should've said a long time ago." I exclaimed. 
                          
"You got four minutes." She stated drily. 
                          
"I know I made a mistake, but-"
                          
"But what? Eric you left me out, in the cold. I could've gotten raped, killed, the whole works! There's nothing you can tell me that will ever allow me to forgive you!" She stated. 
                          
"Wait! Just hear me out. I really-" I got distracted by a male voice in the background. 
                          
"Who that you on the phone with?" They asked. 
                          
"Nobody Pac. I gotta go." She said hanging up. 
                          
I really did it this time. I didn't think it was possible, but I really fucked everything up. 
                          
Nah fuck that bitch E. You ain't soft. 
                          
Always fuckin shit up!
                          
• 
                          
I sat on the sink, anxious and shivering as I waited for the results. 
                          
I've been experiencing excruciating pain in my tummy, sudden nausea, and cravings.
                          
My eyes shot up as I saw a sudden change in color on the test. 
                          
I identified the test and box. 
                          
Two red lines: Positive 
One blue line: Negative
                          
Sure enough, two red lines appeared on the test. 
                          
I was scared, yet on the inside I was cutting flips. The fear was that I was going to have to break the news to Pac. 
                          
I opened the door and noticed Pac was gone, but he left a note on the table. 
                          
Jay