This is completely random but i literally just cried from listening to a song. Idk if thats because i just watched We Bought a Zoo or not but i dont think so. This song is so beautiful and touching and heartfelt and it just made me feeeeeeel
I literally cant find a word to describe this song but everything about it is perfect to me from start to finish. I've put it in the media because more people need to hear it and know about this band.
I'm just starting to get into this band and i enjoy pretty much all of their music. Its so damn exciting when i start liking something new, ya feel
LIKE AHAHDJFIGOGKGJDKSKS I LOVE THIS BAND AND THIS SONG AND THE MUSIC SO MUCH.
This is why i love music it gets to me like nothing else. I could not live without music. This is stupid and cheesy but true bc i cannot picture myself surviving in this world without music. Some people hardly ever listen to music and then theres me, i know pretty much every song that comes on any mainstream radio, i listen to my parents music and i listen to obscure music.
I WANT TO EXPLODE BECAUSE MY LOVE FOR MUSIC IS TOO BIG
I think i just used the word music way too many times but idgaf
So yeah, you should check out Sticky Fingers - they are a fucking good band. Probably not everyones cup of tea but you have to admit that song is beautiful. It makes me think of getting lost somewhere. Or a lonely beach. Or missing someone. Shit i'm going to cry again.
Anyway, i just wanted to give you all a bit of insight as to why Shutter is pretty much on hiatus. I know hardly anyone reads this but for the few people that do, here ya go.
Writers block is a pain in the ass, and what makes it worse is this little thing called life. It fucks me over sometimes, usually only in a small way but if still has an effect on me. As it happens, life has been bitchy to me lately. It keeps dumping things on me, things like school and friend issues and boyfriend issues and mental issues. The last one just means my frame of mind really, not that i am actually mentally disabled.
I know i sound like a whiny bitch and theres really no excuse for me slacking off when (surprisingly) there are people that read shutter and actually like it, and they are waiting for an update that i am trying so hard to write.
Its just hard to write sometimes. Its one of the things i love most in the world but it takes its toll. It immense amounts of time, and care. You have to put yourself and your mood into your writing. If your mood is shit, your writing will come out shit. If you cant think properly, you're writing comes out jumbled and disorientated. Its a delicate art, in my opinion.
But im still going to keep writing, no matter what. I want to write a novel one day and i hope i can achieve that dream. Until then i promise im going to try to overcome writers block and finish shutter. I owe it to myself and to everyone that reads it.
Thanks for reading this completely random and slightly cringeworthy chapter until the end.
You're awesome.
