Chapter 41

                                    

                                          
*Celeste*
I was still crying. Jordy was there comforting me, telling me to stop. He was a good guy...
-He's not being good to you, and it shows in your pain.
-I don't know, he's just angry at me for anything...
-Can I be honest with you?
-Sure...
-You don't deserve someone who makes you feel miserable, someone who mistreats you, or who makes you cry -he hugged me tighter. -You deserve better than that.
                          
I knew he was right. But I didn't want to let go of Julian somehow.
-I love him, Jordz.
-But he's not...
-I understand your point, but I love him! I want him, Jordy!
He hugged me by the waist, sitting closer to me.
-You deserve someone who treats you well, who cares about you... Who loves you right...
                          
He leaned closer to me... and gave me a long, peaceful and beautiful kiss...
                          
*Martin*
We were at the restaurant. The guys were talking, I was quiet all the time.
-Lynn?
-Anton...
-How's Martin as a boyfriend? -he suddenly asked.
-Nice -she answered with a sweet smile.
-Is he even sweet?
-Yes, he's cute.
She giggled.
-I see...
                          
He leaned on Dillon's shoulder, offering him some pizza.
-No thanks, babe.
They were holding hands again. This time it seemed as if they tried to tell me something. I didn't stay behind and hugged Lynn, to show I was happy with her. Seriously, what are they trying to do? Show off?
-Dillon!
-Yes?
-I love you.
-I love you more, cutie.
Dillon smiled and they kissed. They knew that I was looking, and that I couldn't stand seeing them be so... extremely sweet!
                          
What is wrong with me? I cannot be like this! I am here with Lynn, why is Dillon affecting me so much?
-Could you wait for me a minute? -I said, as I left to the washroom. I entered and closed the door. I stare at my refection in front of the mirror. And think... Why am I doing this to myself? What is going on with me? I knew that I had some sort of weird feeling right now... But that can't be love...
                          
I washed my face. When I looked back at the mirror, I didn't only see myself. I saw him behind me, staring, not taking his eyes off me.
-Go away -I said, with a half sad, half angry voice.
-Why? Do you still hate me?
-I don't want to talk to you.
-But we have to talk...
-No.
He hugged me from the back. And although all I wanted to do in that moment was set myself free from his arms, I gotta admit that... I liked that hug.
-GO AWAY!! -I yelled at him, at the same time I was saying in my mind "don't let go". He just hugged me tighter. My quickest reaction was pushing him away.
                          
-I'm sorry...
-Why are you here? Do you finally care about me?
-I do care about you...
-Why don't you go with Anton? He sure is waiting for you.
-No... I need to talk to you.
He hugged me again and said that he missed me.
-Stop pretending I mean something to you.
-Did you forget about the kiss?!
-Please, shut up.
-I know you liked it too.
Damn Dillon, you never know when to stop!
-LEAVE!!
-We need to clear things out -He said, locking us in, so I couldn't escape.
                          
I was angry and upset just by standing in front of him.
-We have nothing to clear out.
-You asked if I like you right?
-Get out!
-Yes I do. I like you...
-Lies. You're lying!
-I'm not. You know that.
-If you really liked me then why did you do what you've done? -I said remembering that scene with some tears in my eyes.
-I was just out of my mind. But believe me...I like you. And if I had to choose between you and Anton, you know that I would choose you.
Some part of me wanted to smile but at the same time I was too affected. I would love it if we were ok, but deep down, I knew it was over...
                          
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