Ch. 11

                                    

                                          
Fawn walks upstairs to get her book bag. She took a lot with her that day she left for Phils. She isn't going back home, hopefully. She goes back downstairs to see Phil in distress. She walks to him. She puts her hand through his hair. "Shh." She says. Phil looks up with puffy eyes. "Is it because of... Us?" He nods and he says softly "I don't want to hurt you. I don't want you to be pregnant. I just want to be friends." Fawn hugs him  and she begins to cry. They cry together. (LOLZOR #PHAWN MOMENT) She grabs his book bag and throws him his shirt. "We gotta.. Go." She smiles and he smiles too. Good. He smiled. 
                          
They head out of the door. Phil looks sad still and Fawn puts her arm around him. "Look, if I am pregnant I don't care. I'll still like you as a friend and we won't have to be a couple. I won't make you pay for something we accidentally did." He smiles and he hugs her. They both smile as he lets go hesitantly. They walk to the school gates and find Dan. "Hi!" Says Fawn nudging Phil so he can wake up from the sadness. "Uh, hey. Um what happened last.. Night?" Asks Dan. Fawn says the whole story. Phil cries after and Fawn hugs him tightly. She then tells Dan what she told Phil if she was pregnant. He nodded and patted Phil on the back. "Good luck." He says and Phil looks up and smiles. His smile is actually happy. He punches Dan making them all laugh. 
                          
After school, Fawns starts to feel dizzy and she can't wait to go back to Phils. She walks with Phil back. He's a whole lot happier but Fawn is sadder. "What's wrong fawny?" Fawn loved the nickname and she said "I don't know. I just feel depressed." Phil pulls her into a hug. "I'm here for you." She smiles. As soon as they get home, she sneaks upstairs and into the bathroom. She looks for a razor, or anything. Phil catches her and says "No Fawn! You've been clean." Fawn has tears in her eyes. "I can't live. I'm tired of this depression. It's growing and it's taking me over." She collapses into his arms. She cries and cries and cries.
                          
She fell asleep in Phils arms in his bed. She looked at the clock, 9:30. She gets up and heads downstairs. She wonders about Dan. She calls him and he answers. "Fawn? You ok?" She says yes lying. She then tells him about how she's worried about maybe being pregnant. Dan tells her to calm and that he'll be there in a minute.
                          
Dan walks in without knocking. He finds Fawn. She was slouched over the sink. A knife in her hand. Her wrists were bleeding horribly. Dan freaks and begins to scream and cry. Phil wakes up and comes downstairs. He sees Fawn. He dials 911. The ambulances show up. "I love you." Says Phil. Dan says the same as they out her in the back of the ambulance.

                          
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