Chapter 11: Didnt tell him

                                    

                                          
"OMG Logan are you ok what happened? i-i mean howd it happen? i mean are you ok?" i said trying not to said as worried as i am probulay dint work. "im fine they said i should recover quickly they also put something on it so it doesnt hurt." he said calm AHHHHH CALMNESS ITS EATING MY SOUL AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! "Why?" i said just looking at him with not emotion whats so ever. "why what?" he asked with the expression on my face like he said something wrong and dint know it. which he did. "why i said again same way as before "why.....................................ARE YOU SO CALM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?!!!!!!!!" i scream jumping on his lap laughing then letting are lips touch. "can i see her" he said pointing to Mercy. "ya" i said handing her o him. he gave a faint smile looking in her eyes and giving her a kiss on her forehead. "Whats wrong" he said looking up.
                          
Just relizing i was in tears i shook my head "its just i never thought that i would feel like Mercy could have a dad till five years" i said smiling "ima video tape this" i said pulling out my camra "M-mommy, D-daddy" me and Logan looked shocked Mercy just said her first wards and i got it on video. after that i went to the hospital room i was staying in next to Logans. it was white and doll but it'll do. i set up Mercy's crib and found all the colorful items in the room and put it near her because i want Mercy to feel like shes in a happy place. when i was done i gave Mercy a bottle and carried her to Logans room for dinner. we didnt have much just some fish they caught earlier so its fresh, water of corse, corn, and thats about it.
                          
When i was done eating me and Logan talked and talked and talked nothing really interesting at the end it was mostly silence "well you should probulay get some sleep. you need a pillow for your leg?" i asked getting up. "im fine night" he said giving me a kiss i put on some sweet pants and a tank top relived to go to bed after everything that has happened today. closing my eyes i was up for 15 minutes about until i drifted off into darkness.
                          
Dream: "come on you need to tell him about Mercy" Ruby said "i told you i cant" (3 years later).................."Mom?" "ya Mercy Mrcy what happened are you ok" "i asked. "wheres dad? why havnt i ever met him" ..............(about 1 year later.) "ok sweetie your going to meet dad just one sec" i said walking in the room................. "LUCY" Logan yeled picking me up in the air............................."Logan we have a kid".........."WHY HAVNT YOU EVER TOLD ME ABOUT HER"......................"im sorry"..........."its over" he said walking away "wont you meet her though?" i asked running after him/ "NO I DONT WAQNT ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU OR HER!" He yelled..................."Mom! wheres dad"......"Mercy im sorry"
                          
I woke up panting for breath all at once i noticed the nurses running in "are you ok?" "what happened" they all asked at once. looking around still out of breath i noticed i was soacked in my own tears and my face was all puffy. "are you ok" still not answering all that could come out where more tears "WHATS GOING ON WHAT DO WE DO!" the nurses screamed "IDK I THINK SHES HAVING A PANICK ATTACK" someone screamed i felt a small needle in my arm then it all went black.
                          
i woke up the nurses talking but i couldnt make out what they where saying when they noticed i was awake they rushed to my side and asked questions. "WHAT HAPPENED!?!" " \ARE YOU OKAY" "DO YOU EVEN REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED." CAN YOU HEAR ME" "DID YOU HAVE A BAD DREAM" "IS IT ABOUT YOUR HUSBAND" all at once the nurses screamed random questions forcing me to cover my ears. when they noticed they stopped. finally. they asked me a lot of questions then took me into Logans room. "what happened" he asked concerned sitting up. "well....."
                          
after  i explained he looked confused "its just! well! i dont know it was skipping ahead like the sceen would go black and gave me little time and in the end you left and i had to tell Mercy." i tried to explain. "listin even if you didnt tell me about Mercy until i came back i would never do that and even if that did happen i would always be there for Mercy and you even if we did break up. shes are daughter as in i need to do as much as i can to raise her." Logan said in the sweetest voice ever a calm one.....but.......a sweet one. 
                          
hey guys sorry so short. i would of updated earlier today but my computer wasnt working. anyways confusion dream right. id explain it but frankly im confused to so lets just hope Lucy explained it good enough. btw remind me to use her name more i forgot and it didnt say her name since like the first chapter. as much as i hate to admite it forgot her name so..........................you know what forger i said anything so ill try to update soon so
                          
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