Her (Me)

                                    

                                          
I couldn't tell you too many good things about  myself, so I'll just put it in his words. The way he talked about me was absolutely  amazing. It made me feel like I was the only girl in the world. It felt so good to know that you made someone feel the way that he said I made him feel. It made me feel  so warm inside, like I was in a pleasant dream, that I never wanted  to  wake up from when he talked. The sound of his voice, his smile, his humor, his entire personality, made you feel  like you were walking on a cloud in heaven. His existence  just made you feel  alive in a way that you once thought wasn't  possible. Anyway, the things that he said were magical. He was amazingly insane. He ended up writing  his own book about everything  he loved about me, and let me tell you, reading that book, it was the happiest thing in my life. I thanked God that I had this  amazing  person  who loved things about me that I had never really noticed about myself. I would always  hear him telling  his friends  "You know, that is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen." and "She makes me feel so amazing  just to be around  her." Every single  time I heard those words come out of his mouth, and that amazing  voice, the biggest  smile spread across  my face from ear to ear. When he was deciding to finally tell me how he felt, he kept  freaking  out telling his friends "I don't know what I'm gonna do without  her, if she doesn't  feel the same way. She's my only motivation  to get up in the morning." And I know reader, you are probably wondering  how I know all of this information  that wasn't supposed  to get back to me, and the answer to that is, he always wanted everyone  we knew's advice and of course  there is always  that one person  that tells you  all the secrets you weren't supposed  to  know. Usually, you would hate this person that ruins the entire situation, and for a hot second I did. But in the end, if it wouldn't  have been  for that person  I wouldn't be in love as I am writing  this  today. The story  is twisted and complicated, yet in the most beautiful  way imaginable. So get ready for the beginning of a beautiful  story...and the beginning  of a true love...the beginning  of a heart break to follow due to another complicated twist in my journey...a blessing from God, letting me hold onto my love... and an unknown future yet to come...