Its been two weeks since i last spoke to any of the boys or Ariana, Its been easier to avoid Ariana then it has been for the boys. With the boys in all my classes the first week they kept trying o speak to ma and convince me that they would be okay and they could handle Jaxon, but i wouldnt listen. I mean i know the boys are strong but they didnt see the things that Jaxon did back in america, I did and its something i never want to see happen again. Louis is my partner in all my classes but i still wont talk to him, all i do it do the work and alow him to copy. I cant even look at him because i know as soon as i look into his deep blue eyes i will crumble and want him back and thats not safe for him. I will never again put his life in danger again.
I get home from school quickly and run up to my room, I turn on my laptop and curl up on my bed, i see that i have about 24 tweets from Louis, 12 from Niall, 19 from Zayn, and i look on facebook ignoring the tweets. I see i have a bunch of movies from the boys. Damn they wint take a hint. I close my laptop and put it on the floor, i turn on some music and start to cry again, Im surprised i have any tears left. I close my eyes and im about ha;f asleep when i feel the bed dip meaning a body has joined me, I scream and fall onto the floor. My heart pounding and my head spinning, i look on my bed to see a scared Louis
"What the FUCK Louis!?" I yell pissed off "How did you get in here?" I ask shocked knowing i locked my door
"The balcony, and will you please talk to me?" Louis says in a sad voice
My heart breaks hearing his voice and i know i will cave but i cant do that. "You got five minutes" I say without emotion and not looking in his eyes. I sit on the bed next to him
"Listen Jazzy i know you think mean and the other lads will get hurt because of Jaxon but.." He pased and lifts my chin so im looking into his eyes, I see so many emotiond in his eyes that i freeze "When you love someone it's woth fighting for no matter the odd. And i know i love you and so do all the other lads, do you have any idea how hard its been for me since you walked out on me? I know you did it for my safety but i cant do it, Please Jasmine i want yo... no i NEED you to come back to me, im beggin you. Please Im in Love with you" Louis pleads on the verge of tears
My heart breaks seeing Louis cry and knowing im the reason he is doing such a thing, I look down at our hands and i see something i didnt want to see apon Louis wrist. I grab his arm and flip it over inspecting the wrist, i see little pink scars and a few red scratches, i look up and see sadness and regret in his eyes "Why would you do this?" I ask still looking at the marks
"I figured that this pain would hurt less then the pain in my heart of having you leave and i wanted to think of differnt pain then my heart break" Louis says looking saddened
I kiss his Wrist and look into his eyes "You listen to me Mr.Tomlinson. No matter what happens with us or anything you will talk to someone and you will never do this again do you understand me? I never want to see this again, you should not have hurt yourself over me do you understand me?" I Say slowly and sternly looking deep into his eyes
"I swear, i will never do it again, im sorry Jazzy please forg..." I cut him off by kissing him. I stradle his hips while his back is pressed onto my bed, his hands starts to reachunder my shirt and i freeze. "Jazzy whats wrong?" Louis ask a little worried
"I cant do that. At least not tonight, i swear soon but im not ready right now" I say and get off of him
"No its okay you dont have to promise when it will happen i want you to be ready when it does, Im not going to presure you into any thing love." Louis says laying down, and pulling me down with him
"Im sorry for leaving you, you know that right. An i have now decided im here intill you tell me to go." I say and snuggle into him
"I understand why you did it, and just know with you saying you will stay till i tell ypu to go means i will be keeping you forever" Louis says. I laught and nuzzle his neck "I love you Jasmine and im never letting you go again" Louis says kissing my forhead
"I love you Louis, Now and forever" i whisper as i drift off into sleep whith louis snuggling me.
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It was dark and i could hardly see any thing, there was a dripping sound near by but i didnt know what it was. I sat up and pain shot threw my head, quickly i grabed my head and continued to stand. "Hello? Is any one out there?" I ask in a shakey voice
I see movement in the shadows and then a ear busting scream, but it was a mans scream. I run as fast as i can in the direction it came from because i reconized that scream. It was Louis, I see a light at the end of a hallway and i run faster towrds it. I bust threw a door and see a god aweful sight, something i didnt want to see. It made me want to puke. Louis was chained to a wall and has bleeding welps and gashes acrossed his chest, Tear stains running down his facem a black eye and busted lip. "Tell me where the fuck she went!" A voice yells at Louis, i cant see the mans face but he oks strong
"She is gone you dick, she ran away from you" Louis says spitting up blood
"You dont learn well do you Mr.Tomlinson? I told you one way of another i will fing her and she will be mine" The man says and whips Louis chest once more
That was enough i couldnt watch this, i run and jump onto the mans back and bite his shoulder hard. It was my first thought. The throws me on the groung and kicks me in the back "Please i will do any thing just dont hurt Louis any more" I plead to the unknown man
"Its to late rincess he is already dead, see for your self" The man says with a wicked laugh
I jump up ignoing the pain in my back and run to Louis body, Its cold and limp, i place my hand on the side of his face but i get no reaction out of him. I start to cry as i check for a pulse that isnt there, i cry harder relizing im most likely the reason for him having to go threw this pain and him dieing. I fall to my knees and begin to sob, I feel soft hands rubbing my back and i look uo to see Louis, but its not really him because his lifeless body is still ifrount of me, its his spirt. Louis's spirt ingulfes me into a hug and i feel warm all over as i cry harder and sob Louis's name into his spirits chest.
"Jazz"
"JAZZY"
"JASMINE WAKE UP" Louis yells and shakes me. I pop up panting as tears run down my face, I look over to see a scared and shocked Louis. All i can do is engalfe him into a hug and mumble over and over, 'You okay, Your alive' into his chest
Louis raps his arms around me tightly, "Shhh love it was only a bad dream, its okay im here to protect ypu. Go back to sleep your safe in my arms" Louis coos into my hair while rubbing my back
I slowly close my eyes and will myself to sleep again, But as soon as i close my eyes the dream starts over again
