*Julian*
-Hi Dill!
-So guys, wanna go somewhere?
-Maybe just driving around the city, what do you think?
-Great idea, Les.
I like Dillon a lot, but man, why did Martin have to tell him to come over? I was really enjoying the idea of being alone. I could have finally said what I hadn't before, without anyone interrupting or ruining the moment. But oh well...*Celeste*
We've been out all day and now Dillon took us to a very fancy restaurant. I went look for a table, Julian and Dillon took a little more time to come and sit. They were talking, I don't know what about, but it seemed like Julian had problems with something. I decided not to ask, just in case.*Julian*
-Tell her already!
-I don't know, Dillon...
-If you don't say it she will never know, and you won't get a chance.
-I know but... I'm not sure... I want to, but if she says no?
-There's only one way to know. C'mon, you're weird now. You've always been confident about this kind of things. What happened?
-Maybe I just don't want to feel reject.
Yeah, that's what I was fearing the most. Reject.-I'm ready to love again. But I'm not ready to get heartbroken... I promised myself I wouldn't repeat the same mistake as before. That I would get over it. But every time I look at her, every time that I'm with her... it all just comes back to my head. All my past, all my mistakes. Everything! And I want to fix what I've done.
-I know what you mean. But believe me, if you don't try you will never get a chance with her. I will help you, but we're taking too long, she's waiting for us.
-Thank you so much for the help, really.
-That's what friends are for.
I hugged him with happiness. He was such a good friend. Anyway, Celeste was waiting for us, as Dillon said. So we went and sat with her.The waiter came and we ordered. After a while waiting...
-Dillon, where are you going?
-To the washroom, I'll be back.
He winked at me, clasped my shoulder and left. Then he texted me "This is your moment ;)". An awkward silence took over.
-So... Les...
-Yes, Julian?
-Again, I didn't finish telling...
-Oh I remember. You wanted to say something after ice skating but then we saw Anton. Am I right?
-Yes... I wanted to tell you... that...
I tried my best to stay calm and not freeze, but it was impossible for me not to feel nervous when I looked at her...
-Listen. -I took a deep breath. -I know I didn't have the chance to say this... But... I like being with you. You are such a friendly, humble, kind, funny, cheerful girl... And, uh...
-If you have something to say, just say it.
-Remember when we kissed?
-Yeah, it was quite... uh... cute.
She giggled and blushed. She was being shy too, which made me feel a little more confident.-Did... did you like it?
She giggled again and didn't answer.
-Well -I continued, -all I wanted to say is... that I'm lucky to have you in my life. And I... eh...
I took courage. I took her hands and looked at her. Then I took a final breath to finally say it. Three little words that hold such a great feeling...
-I love you.--------------------
Speaking of Valentines look at these lovebirds 😍 Hope you've had a nice and lovely day today as mentioned before 😘😘Much love <3
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Real Eyes, Fake Smiles (Julian Jordan, Millon/Dillton)
FanfictionMeet Martijn and Celeste Garritsen, two guys with such cheerful, happy personalities. With such golden, kind, lovely mild hearts. But everything will change when they meet these new people. People who hurt, people who destroy, people who they would...