Ja'Ni
Its bee a month since I broke it off with Chris, nigga been blowing up my phone leaving voicemail of him crying as he talked "ugh stop calling me" I declined his call then finish putting my dishes away.
I moved into my apartment in downtown LA which wasn't to far from my job. I was thinking about working at another college but I'm not about to do that because of Chris ain't nobody got time for that. I'm not going to lie and say I don't miss Chris because I do.
My feelings are still there for him, I just don't know anymore. I feel like I was suppose to be alone. Y'all I need a hug 😩. I sigh and drawned the sink as my phone went off again. I looked at it to see if it was someone else "Trey!" I answered excitedly since I haven't talked to him in awhile "see someone is in a good mood" he chuckled
I smiled a little "yeah, finally got a call from someone that's not Chris" I said leaning against the cabinets "y'all really over this time huh?" he asked
"Yeah"
"I think you should go check on him" I scrunched up my face thinking he crazy "yeah how about no, I done that too many fucking times and I'm not doing it again. I'm done with his ass and there's no going back" I said
"Alright, alright but just wanna let you know ya boy lost it last night, he almost killed himself" my eyes widen and I start to decide to see if I should go see him "I don't know Trey" I sigh moving my hair out my face "go see him, I sure you miss him and I know damn well he misses you" I rolled my eyes "fine, I hate you by the way" I giggled a little "I love you too, talk to you later" he chuckled "Bye" I hung up and finish cleaning my kitchen then went to bed.
Next day
I looked at the pregnancy test seeing 2 lines telling me that I'm pregnant and I broke down crying. I didn't want this happening, being a single mother wasn't my plan but there's nothing I can do about it now unless.... "Nope, not happening" I said putting the cap on the stick then throwing it away. I washed my hands before going to finish getting ready then left.
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I deeply sigh as I pulled up to Chris house then turned off my car and sat there wondering why is this happening to me "let me just get this over with" I got out the car and went up to his door knocking on it.
When opened the door, he looked rough with his struggle facial hair, shirtless with only his boxers on "Jae" he smiled and gave me a hug lifting me up "Hi Chris" I said not hugging him back even though I really wanted to "I missed you" he put me down and let me inside "mhm, Trey asked me to come check on you" I said sitting on the couch "oh, well I'm fine just lonely that's all" he said sitting down next to me
"Then why you try to kill yourself when you got a child on the way" I said
"Hold up, what child do I have on the way? I didn't get that hoe pregnant" he said frowning
"Not from her" I said
"Then wh- oh shit" he looked at me with so much happiness on his face which made me happy that his excited about the baby, I was expecting something else "I see that changed your mood" I chuckled a little. He grabbed the side of my face and kissed me these lips that I surely missed the most on every part of my body.
His lips makes my area tingle like right now. He released the kiss sliding his hands down my arm "I'm sorry" he sigh putting his head down. I hugged him laying my head on his shoulders "Chris you put me through so much but I still love you and I still want to be you but you have got to change. I'm not saying we're getting back together now I'm just letting you know" I said getting closer to him
"I promise, I miss you soooo much baby" he tried kissing me, I caught his mouth "we're taking things slow and I swear if you fuc-" "I'm not I promise" he peck my lips then lift up my shirt exposing my stomach "I can't wait" he kissed my stomach then kissed me.
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