Arriving home was the absolute best feeling, especially after our Los Angeles experience. I unlocked my apartment and checked if Jenna was home, (she wasn't) and immediately went to Brendon's apartment instead and collapsed on his bed.
I waited ten minutes with my eyes closed before I felt a weight dip next to me. "You know, you look beautiful with your eyes closed."
"Stop, you can't flatter your way out of what happened." I opened my eyes and turned towards Brendon, flinching at how beautiful his eyes looked. "Are you still not over Ryan?" I asked tentatively. He sighed deeply.
"Alex, you need to understand. I'm always going to have feelings for him." My heart dropped a little. "Just like I was always going to have feelings for you. They don't just go away. But I chose you, you have to get that. Because I have feelings for Ryan, but I love you. I love you so fucking much, and I wouldn't want to do anything to lose you." He leaned forward and planted a kiss on my nose. "Alexandria, I am so very infatuated with you. And I am so very in love with you. And Ryan? He'll never get between us. I was shocked, that's all."
A tear slipped down my cheek and he reached and swiped it off. "I love you too, Brendon." The air of the situation changed, and he leaned in and experimentally planted a kiss on my lips. I responded quickly, pulling myself in and deepening it. The air changed once again as he pulled me on top of him and swiped his tongue against my bottom lip; I granted him access and let out a small moan as his tongue explored my mouth. He pulled back and grinned. "Too soon?" Brendon breathed heavily.
"Not at all," I whispered, returning to his lips just as he flipped us over so he was on top. Oh, I love this man so much.
Ahhh, I have no motivation, so here's a fluffy filler chapter.
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vegas lights {brendon urie}
Fanfictionafter their breakup, brendon and alex unexpectedly meet up again in the sin city and realize maybe their loss was worth rekindling.
