You Will Be Mine (5)

                                    

                                          


                          
Flashback
                          
''BENNY! BENNY!'' She called, rushing into his room as she hugged the x-wing pilot doll he gave her
                          
''Rey, what's wrong?'' He asks  concerned
                          
''I had a nightmare'' She said, shaking
                          
''What, what happened?'' He asks
                          
''There was a scary man in a mask, and he had a red lightsaber-and, and-'' Ben  interrupted as he took her in his arms 
                          
''Shhh, it's ok. I'll protect you'' He soothed her, and her head rested on Ben's chest 
                          
''Why were you up? Were you having nightmares to?'' She asks
                          
''Yeah, I guess you could say that'' He chuckled ''But, it's ok we have each other''  He kissed her head,
                          
The presence of Ben soothed her, and Rey slowly fell back asleep
                          
''You love the girl, don't you?'' The voice said
                          
''Snoke'' Ben whispered ''Don't bring Rey into this''
                          
''Why wouldn't I? She is an important part of your life''
                          
''She is my life'' Ben said, holding on to her tighter ''I won't let you take her away''
                          
''I have no intention of hurting the girl. I can't say the same for your master'' Snoke went off saying
                          
''What do you mean'' Ben said both confused and worried
                          
''How close you both are, it  worries him'' 
                          
''Why would it worry him? She's my best friend, of course were close'' Ben said
                          
Snoke let out a dark chuckle ''We both know your love and adoration for the girl, goes far deeper than that''
                          
''You're sick'' Ben spat at
                          
''But, you know I'm right'' Snoke responded,
                          
Ben stayed silent
                          
''You don't deny it'' Snoke said again, and Ben continued to not say anything 
                          
''You are disgusting, leave us alone'' Ben spoke
                          
''Luke will take her away from you. I swear that''
                          
End of Flashback
                          
Kylo broke down in a sob as he remembered the memory. He knew she remembered, he felt it
                          
Everything was so different back then, but one thing hasn't changed he does not deserve Rey
                          
But that did not stop him from wanting her. Nothing could stop that
                          
He calmed himself, and decided to go to sleep. Maybe, he'll see her there
                          
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As Rey lied awake, trying to fall asleep. She couldn't help thinking about everything
                          
She was friends with Kylo Ren, the man who kidnapped and tortured her, the man who killed her father figure, the man who injured her friend, and who killed her parents.
                          
He wasn't always that man, he was once Ben Solo. He was once her friend 
                          
This very thought made Rey's heart break. 
                          
She didn't want to think about it anymore.
                          
So she slowly drifted off into sleep
                          
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Rey yet arrived in another force dream, and she looked up and met Kylo Ren's intense stare. Tears filled up her eyes
                          
''Ben'' This time when she said his name, it wasn't because she was just trying to convince herself or just to make Master Luke happy. But, this time she said as though she was desperately searching for any sign of Ben Solo, behind the mask that is Kylo Ren
                          
This time Kylo did not snap at her, but simply looked her in the eye and said with a  half smile ''You remember''
                          
She nodded, and put her head down as a tear fall down her face. 
                          
She looked up at him ''You killed my parents'' There was no anger in her voice, just sadness and grief 
                          
Tears stained his eyes ''I know'' He whispers
                          
''How could you?'' She cried ''You were like my brother Ben, I loved you''
                          
''I never wanted to be like your brother! I wanted to be more than that, I still do''
                          
''I WAS SIX!'' She yelled 
                          
''I KNOW! I know it was wrong,  but I would never, force you into anything! I couldn't control how I felt about you. You were so kind to me. You believed in me when no else would'' He said, they both were now crying.
                          
Rey wouldn't never be able to put into words what she felt for this man. She wanted to hate to him, but couldn't find it in herself to hate him, nor could she find it in herself to love him.
                          
Instead of yelling, or fighting him. She hugged him
                          
Kylo was both shocked and thrilled at this sudden affection. 
                          
They held each, both refusing to let go. Longing for some comfort  and affection they both been deprived of all their life. Yet, find it in each other.
                          

AN: yay I updated! I hope everyone is enjoying the story, I know it has flaws and all, but i'm not much of a writer so i'm trying my best! Also, I did reference revenge of the sith in this chapter with the ''you were like my brother'' I just wanted their relationship to somewhat parallel their grandfathers. Thanks for reading