Monents of impact

                                    

                                          
It's the moments like these that make you realise how precious life really is. That moment when your heart is in your mouth and you hope and pray to god that its going to be okay.
                          
It's moments of impact where we realise who we can't live without, who we want to be with forever and what really is important.
                          
I could hear things being shouted but everything was blurred it was as if as she was dying I was dying with her. And I wouldn't come back to life unless she did. I couldn't cry like hey did if the movies, I couldn't shout and scream at her to be okay. I couldn't so anything. I was dead. 
                          
I could see her lying on the hospital bed, she didn't look perfect like they always did in the movies, she looked cold and pale, and still.
                          
So still, so silent.
                          
So dead.
                          
I heard one last muffled shout, until I was alive again, I could hear the beep of the machine telling me that her heart was beating.
                          
I began to breath again, but I still couldn't cry, why cry, she's okay now.
                          
"Mr poynter please could I have a word."
                          
I followed the doctor to her office and sat down.
                          
"Mr poynter darcy has suffered complication with her pregnancy, we are still unaware to exactly what happened but her body has not reacted we'll to being pregnant. At the moment she is still carrying the baby but there is a high risk of miscarriage."
                          
I nodded slowly taking in everything I was being told.
                          
"You can go see darcy now if you would like?"
                          
I left the room and searched for darcy's. I slowly crept in still wary as to how she would react, would she still hate me? I closed the door behind me and she greeted me with a smile.
                          
"Heyy darce, how you feeling?"
                          
"Yeah I'm good thanks just feel a bit dizzy." I let out a sigh of relief thankfull she didn't still hate me.
                          
The room fell slightly silent, before she asked me a question I wasn't expecting...