My Thoughts on Life

                                    

                                          
If you ask me life is just a hell hole that turns into something amazing. Here's the best part. You don't get to see the amazing part until you're dead. Fun right? 
Most people don't know this about me but I have this hatred for the human race. I feel like we are just slowly ruining this earth. Which we are. The earth is going to die and burn and it's all our fault. 
Another thing. My friends all say I'm not socially awkward but it's only around them that I somewhat express myself. In public i wear a lot of black to hide myself. I hate drawing attention to myself. I hate talking to new people. I'm terrible at it. I was once by myself friend one and two left and the others were off somewhere so I was sitting and this girl I knew but we don't really speak started talking to me. I flipped out inside. I felt like a fish out of water. Then once she was finished, another person walks up to me and started talking. I didn't understand. No one talks to me by choice. I got so nervous I started listening to music to try and ignore her. She wasn't being mean. No she's a nice girl. I'm the mean one.