..HURT..

                                    

                                          
hello guys today I decide to write this story. I got bored with the others and i think I'm going to keep writing in this one. this is a littler bit of the story so far. 
                          
Aika's dairy 
                          
April 4, 2006 
                          
Today I given up on love. It seems like a fairy tale. Every time i get into a relationship something happens. Why does this always happen to me? Ugh why do i even try? I think i should cut more. No one cares about me and my feeling. why do humans have emotions when all we do is get hurt. I dislike the way i feel. I'm always sad and depressed about life. 
                          
~Far well life~
                          
*puts up my dairy and pen on the desk and lays on my bed looking up at the ceiling*
                          
-phone rings-
                          
*looks at my desk and sees my friend "dark" calling* 
                          
-phone stops ringing-
                          
*gets up and grab the katana beside my phone and sits on the bed*
                          
-phone rings again-
                          
*starts cutting my arm with the katana holding the pain inside* 
                          
-phone beeps-
                          
*gets up and looks at the phone and reads "AIKA! Why are you not answering your phone?! I'm coming over!"* 
                          
~10 minutes later~
                          
-BANG BANG BANG- AIKA! dark cried out. 
                          
*gets off my bed and hides my katana under my bed and walks to the door and opens it* yes? 
                          
why aren't you answering your phone? dark looked at aika with worry.
                          
*shakes my head and looks at dark with a faint smile*
                          
dark looks aika weirdly and sees her arms. he reaches for them."aika.."
                          
*moves back* don't touch me!
                          
"Aika who did this to you!?" dark grabs her hand.
                          
*moves my hand away from you* I'm fine dark.
                          
dark looks at aika knowing that shes not. "fine then at least let me heal it"
                          
*sits down on the couch looking at dark* come on in then.
                          
dark closes the door and sits besides aika.
                          
*shows him my arms*
                          
"have you been cutting again? dang it aika its deep."
                          
I'm sorry dark..*looks down* 
                          
dark tries to heal the cuts with his powers.
                          
*weeps in pain*
                          
looks at aika and stops healing. "These cuts are to deep for me." 
                          
I..Its ok*gets up and touches my cuts and walks to my room
                          
dark follows her. "I wish you wouldn't hurt yourself over people..."
                          
I'm already feeling pain so what's the use? *turns around and looks a him mad*
                          
"Well there is people around you who loves you and won't hurt you"
                          
Hm. yeah right.*says it in disbelieve*
                          
dark sighs "well when you come around I will be waiting for you" walks out the house closing the door





                          
well well well. Dark and Aika seems close, and seems aika cuts herself many times. its a shame he couldn't heal them this time. will aika understand what dark said? we'll find out next chapter.

                          
~~~author out~~~