My eyes were blurry with tears as I angrily dug through my cabinets until I finally found what I was looking for. I rolled up my sleeve on my shirt and pressed the cold,sharp blade against my sensitive skin.
The feel of the blade sent chills all over me. My mind kept telling me this isn't the correct way to handle this but my hands just kind of moved on its own.
I made large and small marks on both of my arms. Tears were constantly coming out of my eyes and blood kept running out of my arm. I sat on the in a large puddle of blood on the floor in the bathroom with the razor in my hand. I didn't even care to clean anything or cover my cuts so no one noticed. I just......sat there.
20 minutes later (Cameron's POV)
"I'm going to take this to Ally and check on her"I said taking the pint of ice cream upstairs.
I went to her room and I didn't see her. The only thing I saw unusual was her phone on the ground smashed into a million pieces. I placed the bag on her bed.
"Ally,are you in here?"
I stood in silence for a reply I didn't get words but I heard small whimpers coming from her bathroom.
"Ally,are you in there?"
She cried even harder.
"Ally, baby,let me in"
"I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore"
"What do you mean? Just please let me in"
"I can't. I don't want you to see me like this"
"Ally,let me in. NOW"I raised my voice.
"No"
"ALLY,OPEN THE DOOR RIGHT NOW"
"CAMERON,I SAID NO"
"Alright back away from the door"
I ran straight into the door with all of my force. It took me at least 3 times to break down the door. I looked over at Ally who was in the corner with her knees in her chest and blood all over her. There was blood all over the floor and the bathtub.
"Ally"I said running over to her.
"Why is this happening to me!? I never do anything to anyone"she cried.
"Shhh. Everything is alright" I said picking her up off the ground.
I placed her on the counter by the sink and grabbed a towl. I ran cold water over the towl and place it on her arm. I kissed her forehead as she laid her head on my shoulder.
"Ally,promise never to do this again"
She hesitated.
"Cameron,I'm sorry and I promise"
I lifted her head and looked into her big brown eyes.
"What?"she asked.
"You're just so.....beautiful"
She smiled.
"And that smile is something I love to see"
"You're the reason I smile"
"You're the reason I smile,too"
"We should get you cleaned up"
"The Band-Aids are in the cabinet"
I wiped off her arms and placed at least 20 Band-Aids on both of her arms. I then wiped the blood off of her face.
"I feel like a big baby"she laughed.
"You're my big baby"I kissed her cheek. "And start wearing more long sleeve shirts. It won't be that bad since it's getting cold"
She nodded her head and I carried her out of the bathroom.
"I'm going to go change and clean the bathroom"
"OK. I'm going to go downstairs with the guys for a minute. Do you want me to tell them what happened?"
"NO!"she shouted. "I don't want Luke to be worried even more and Nash is already upset. I want this to stay between us...for now"
"OK. I'll be downstairs"
Ally's POV
Cameron left and I went back to the bathroom. I cleaned the floor and counter top and went back out to my room. I looked at my arms that was covered in Band-Aids. I gently ran my fingers over my right arm which hurt so bad.
I go up and got dressed in my gray yoga pants and Cameron's hoodie. I brushed out my hair and put it in a ponytail and braided it to the side. I then grabbed my phone which had cracks all over it and headed downstairs.
The guys were watching The Blind Side in the living room. I walked into the kitchen and sat at the table. I then felt two strong arms snake around me. I turned around and saw Cameron.
"You scared me"I said.
"I'm sorry"
"You're such a hot mess,Cam"
"At least I'm a HOT mess"
"You're so crazy"I laughed.
"All of the crazy people are the best"he smirked.
I laughed really hard my stomach started hurting.
"Your laugh is so weird"Cameron joked.
"No it's not"
"Yes it is. It sounds like an air compressor"
"You're so rude, Cammy"
"Are you two loves birds going to stand there and laugh or are y'all going to come watch this movie?"Luke questioned.
I walked over to the couch and sat in Cameron's lap.
30 Minutes later
I got pretty bored with the movie so I went up to my room. Logged into Netflix and started to watch Mr.Roger's Neighborhood. Then I heard a know at my door.
"Come in"
"This is yours" Cameron handed me a bag with ice cream and marshmallows.
"Thanks. Do you want to watch this with me?"
"Sure"
He crawled in next to me. I opened the pint of ice cream and felt Cameron's eyes look all over my face.
"Whhhaaaaatttttt?"I whined.
He pulled a spoon out of his pocket and and took a huge scoop of ice cream.
"Really,Alexander? Really?"
"Sharing is caring"he smirked.
All I could do was smile at his goofiness.
2 hours later
After Cameron and I watch 4 episodes of Mr.Rogers Neighborhood I felt pretty tired.
"I'm going to go to sleep"I said throwing the trash into the trashcan across the room.
"Why?"he whined.
"Cameron,it's almost 1 in the morning and I've had a long ass day. And I'm just really tired. Plus we have all day to hang tomorrow"
"Okay"
I pulled the covers over me and laid beside Cameron.
"Goodnight,Miroca"
"Goodnight,Dallas"
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Football Season (Cameron Dallas)
FanfictionAlly Miroca, a small town Texas girl who's always have had a passion for football, goes through tough times in life. She tries her best to work things out. She has the help of her brother,her bestie,and a spacial guy in her life named, Cameron Dalla...
